grrrr
So I'm just getting ready to leave for the airport. My mother has already asked me twice if I think that I should try on my bridesmaid dress and twice I have said no. I tried in on in June and it definitely needed some alterations done to it and since I can't get it altered at this point while I'm home I see no point to trying it on. Also, I know the reason she's asking me if I want to try it on. I've gained weight and she thinks I'm fat and won't fit in it anymore and so she wants to try it on. So she tried again asking me just now and I said, "Ok, I know that I've gained weight and that's why you think I should try it on. I'm aware that I'm fat and need to workout really hard for the next before I come home again and get it altered, but I don't want to try it on right now." So whatever. She makes me feel so bad about myself. I mean for goodness sakes, I'm happy, extremely happy, so why does it matter? I know I'm not skinny, but why to my mother does that have to determine your happiness? I just hate it.