my life as of today
hey yall
Skool i swear is getting worse by the day i'm tired of van nuys again and everything seems to be going wrong i got in a huge fight with my mom again about how she thinks i'm not smart enough to get a decent grade in AP world history or even to get into a good college and she says if i don't get good grades she's not ganna pay for my drivers ed. i hate the fact how she doens't believe in me and someting hit me maybe she's right maybe i am as stupid as she thinks i am i mean i could when i'm really lazy. Also my dad is getting a evickted from his apartment tuesday and doesn't have anywhere to go and he needs to get some money to go to florida to get that job they offered down there and if he gets it there is a chance i might i go to florida but don't trip i seriously doubt it. I kinda wanna get a job and help him pay for things but i'm not 16 yet but as soon as i do all the money is going to my dad. I'm trying so hard to do good in skool and sometimes jake doesn't seem to understand and he gets mad when i don't spend or talk that much time with him cuz i have to study and i hate when he gets mad at me and then it makes me feel like shit which makes it even harder to study and just not having a good or a good life at the moment i miss all my camp buddy's so much i love when u go to camp it so drama free and u don't have to worry about anything and everything is just plain peachy. i can't wait for the reunioni love u all miss u and i need to go now my sister is buggin me byes
Skool i swear is getting worse by the day i'm tired of van nuys again and everything seems to be going wrong i got in a huge fight with my mom again about how she thinks i'm not smart enough to get a decent grade in AP world history or even to get into a good college and she says if i don't get good grades she's not ganna pay for my drivers ed. i hate the fact how she doens't believe in me and someting hit me maybe she's right maybe i am as stupid as she thinks i am i mean i could when i'm really lazy. Also my dad is getting a evickted from his apartment tuesday and doesn't have anywhere to go and he needs to get some money to go to florida to get that job they offered down there and if he gets it there is a chance i might i go to florida but don't trip i seriously doubt it. I kinda wanna get a job and help him pay for things but i'm not 16 yet but as soon as i do all the money is going to my dad. I'm trying so hard to do good in skool and sometimes jake doesn't seem to understand and he gets mad when i don't spend or talk that much time with him cuz i have to study and i hate when he gets mad at me and then it makes me feel like shit which makes it even harder to study and just not having a good or a good life at the moment i miss all my camp buddy's so much i love when u go to camp it so drama free and u don't have to worry about anything and everything is just plain peachy. i can't wait for the reunioni love u all miss u and i need to go now my sister is buggin me byes