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ok more update on julian i talked to adam my bro and is also julian's best friend he said julian was drinking hello alot and was running away from what he messed up on and adam thinks i need to call him cuz he needs me if he really needed me he would call me and apolgize but me and adam both agree me and julian will never be together again mostly cuz i can't trust him and adam says that he wants us to be friends to be honest i don't know if i can even trust him as a friend i mean ya i think we should be on good terms but friends i dunno i really don't want to call him cuz thats his fault not mine adam said that julian said that u don't know how much someone means to u till its gone and thats right bitch anyways julian also said he just messed me up he didn't mess me up if anything he made me stronger and get me to know the real him when i told adam that he said that i don't know him he was just was in love with 2 people well news lash ur not allowed to do that whats a relationship when u lie so fucking much he scared me though i heard his parents are fighting and he wa let alone with no one cuz his mom went to manhatten beach cuz she;s scared of his dad he got out of jail they got in anouther fight the thing is i'm fucking worried and i care and i know i still love him i mean its not like i can't care but i do and i want to call him but i'm sorry its not my fault if he needs me he'll call me and at least apolgize well u know what this feels good to know he wants me lol but he made a mistake but i know for gods sake i will not ever fall back in love with him ever no matter what he does and masha says even i just become friends with she will kick my ass so i'm done now thank u for reading love ya byes