Just one of those dayz :(
A few ppl have pointed out to me that I am so negative and can't go without the word hate in a single sentence. I never really noticed this. I don't mean to be so bitchy or hateful. I guess I judge really easily. I also tend to get annoyed easily. Sorry if I have been a bitch to anyone lately. I've been going through yet another phase in my life that is getting the best of me but I just cant see it. I feel so tired and weak lately. I know the reason but totally seem to deny it.
Today is the Holy Name fair, and all my friends r going. I NEVER spend any time with any of them. There all excited. I on the other hand was not so cheerful to go. I was in one of those moods like even though my day was great, I still felt numb to any emotion but felt like I wanted to be secluded. I'm really anti-social which I hate but school and college has the best of me. All this shit better pay off because as far as i see it now, I'm going to be the #1 Publix bagger ever when I get older. I also felt lonely. Like I want a hug or something to let me know it will all work out. :(
Anyway, I planning on going to the gym at 8am and than finishing my stupid homework. I'm going to the fair tomorrow. K, peace and love
Today is the Holy Name fair, and all my friends r going. I NEVER spend any time with any of them. There all excited. I on the other hand was not so cheerful to go. I was in one of those moods like even though my day was great, I still felt numb to any emotion but felt like I wanted to be secluded. I'm really anti-social which I hate but school and college has the best of me. All this shit better pay off because as far as i see it now, I'm going to be the #1 Publix bagger ever when I get older. I also felt lonely. Like I want a hug or something to let me know it will all work out. :(
Anyway, I planning on going to the gym at 8am and than finishing my stupid homework. I'm going to the fair tomorrow. K, peace and love