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i used to know where the top was. but now i'm just climbing endlessly. i used to know. my arms ache. i dreamt i was in a movie last night and we were shooting a sword fight. i cut the guy's arm off accidentally and money splurted out. the clanging of coins against the floor, like rain on a dry roof. instead of helping him, everyone raced to get the money, debased, depraved, ramshackled. that's when i woke up. i wish i dreamt instead that i had a rocket pack and i was flying through the air until it ran out of fuel and i plummeted to my certain doom. i wish i dreamt instead of her.