So I feel like writing.....
I'm bored. But I don't know what to write about... I want to rant about something. AUGH. How 'bout we talk about my friends...
So, my old friends. I really am so extremely mad at them now. Sometimes I just wanna walk up to them and slap them, or ask them why the hell they treated me like they did. I want to scream at them, yell, shout, cry, just let it all out. I want to show them how much better off I am without them.
.....Then, at the same time want to hug them, ask them how they've been, did you see survivor last night?, stupid things like that. Because, somewhere in my heart, they're still extremely important to me. Their opinion still matters to me alot.
But you know what? I don't do either of these things when I see them. I just stand there, shy, and answers their questions as quickly as I can, so I can get out of there. Or I just say hi. Or I just subtly tell them how happy I am now. Just like how I'd only drop hints on how sad and hurt I was in the past.
What's a girl to do? I might have to see all of them and have a real conversation with them soon. Yeah, that might not be so bad. Guess what else? the majority of my simle friends will be there too.
AUGH. I'm so scared for that day.
.......But, I'm also extremely excited.
SIGH.
I'll just have to face it head on. Hopefully something good will come out of all of this. Like maybe gold for our band! WHOO! Simle's Freshman Band is going to rock them out of the water! no doubt, no doubt.
:D Well that's all for now... maybe... >D
Hopefully I'll update sooner next time. O///O
Much love everyone! <3333~~
So, my old friends. I really am so extremely mad at them now. Sometimes I just wanna walk up to them and slap them, or ask them why the hell they treated me like they did. I want to scream at them, yell, shout, cry, just let it all out. I want to show them how much better off I am without them.
.....Then, at the same time want to hug them, ask them how they've been, did you see survivor last night?, stupid things like that. Because, somewhere in my heart, they're still extremely important to me. Their opinion still matters to me alot.
But you know what? I don't do either of these things when I see them. I just stand there, shy, and answers their questions as quickly as I can, so I can get out of there. Or I just say hi. Or I just subtly tell them how happy I am now. Just like how I'd only drop hints on how sad and hurt I was in the past.
What's a girl to do? I might have to see all of them and have a real conversation with them soon. Yeah, that might not be so bad. Guess what else? the majority of my simle friends will be there too.
AUGH. I'm so scared for that day.
.......But, I'm also extremely excited.
SIGH.
I'll just have to face it head on. Hopefully something good will come out of all of this. Like maybe gold for our band! WHOO! Simle's Freshman Band is going to rock them out of the water! no doubt, no doubt.
:D Well that's all for now... maybe... >D
Hopefully I'll update sooner next time. O///O
Much love everyone! <3333~~