Shane you never post!!!
(fuck what I wrote) YOu know what? I can't decide if I'm happy or not. Which really sucks when you don't know what your feeling inside. I know I have people I can talk to things about but its hard to TRUST people now a days. I used to be able to TRUST people really easy but most of thouse people end up leaving.. so I'm scared that if I let people close they will leave. Ive also been really Depressed as of late. And really Paranoid that things arent what the seem. or things arent as good as they seem.. And I'm scared I'm losing one of my good friends.. hes started lieing to me about things that don't even need to be lied about. I Don't know if just the fack that I'm sick is just getting me down or what. All I know is that I'm seeing MSI on friday the 13th of may! 12 days after my birth..fuck turning 20 and Millencolin is coming the next tuesday Which the only way I will not be going is if I'm dead.. I WILL BE GOING TO THAT SHOW!!! anyone want to come with me? I hope someone will go with me!.. thats it I don't know why I even wrote this anyways..