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so i just finished my book at work. burned. the other books by her were good but this one was especially. i cant relate to it except for the love part and then the ending is just too close to home! i used to have dreams about nick dying.. nightmares rather. and now that im pregnant, if he and our baby died i would go bizzerk too and kill all those stupid motherfuckers. =[ im just glad nothing like that will actually happen. 1. i dont have her lifestyle 2. i wouldnt wait that long to get revenge. i would have gotten it once i got home, if i even waited THAT long and then i would run away to my aunts and call my bf and tell him i was pregnant. we would leave from my aunts, not my school with the jealous mormon murdering sons of bitches watching. woah. anyways, ya. it just really made me sad and mad. and i cried. i would have cried a lot more if i werent at work =[ i guess thats the sign of a really good author. but ok i will go now. i just had to get it out of my system! off to tap on my belly to play with button and try to not puke. maybe find some food? im starving!