Fustration
Arg! I have to tests today and I have no drive to study for them. I have no clue why but I never feel that studying is worth doing. Tecnology has taken over my life, and I have no way of dealling with the world without it. It feels odd to know that I have a list of more than 20 names of people that are my friends via MSN but I can only list one or two people that are my friends in "real life". Gah! That and whne I have nothing to do I don't see if one or two of these friends isn't doing anything I go on the net and do absolutly nothing while I trick my mind into thinging that it is being entertained. What the hell kinda life is that. I don't have one. And do you know what the worst of it is, I just found this out. For god's sake I get excited over video game releases that I don't even have the ability to by. This journal is a key example of my need for tecnology. I have to write everything here down inorder to clear my head. Gah! Well this is what I am going to do. I am going to go downstairs and shut this dam internet conection off and get back to studying! ZGAH! Why does life come so difficult for some and so easy for other! Relationships should be black and white. cause gery hurts my eyes!