My Dearest Crush Max Colins,
The title is a joke. Really, I swear.
Life seems to have reached a lull. There's good and there's bad but it's just making me crazy. So, I think I'm going to culinary school since it's the only thing I've ever wanted more than become a nun, which I obviously can't do now. I think it'll go well. I can only hope anyway. I'm terrified of the responsibility of being a grown-up again but this life right now is driving me insane. I know work and the chances of seeing friends won't really change for the better but I'll be doing something with my life and I'll get to see my soon-to-be-husband (as of about this time next month) more than once every month or two.
I've been reading, though not as much as I should. I've fallen back into the dark depths of D&D once again. I want to feel bad for it but I really do have an utterly ridiculous amount of fun.
I went back and was reading some things I had written and I surprised by how much (despite th type-o's) it didn't suck. I should write erotica, it would be so damn easy. It's a shame I'm terrified of pursuing a a literature based degree. I know I wouldn't have the stomach for. Me and school were never the tightest of friends. Fingers crossed I can make it through cooking. I did fail that class in high school.
Life seems to have reached a lull. There's good and there's bad but it's just making me crazy. So, I think I'm going to culinary school since it's the only thing I've ever wanted more than become a nun, which I obviously can't do now. I think it'll go well. I can only hope anyway. I'm terrified of the responsibility of being a grown-up again but this life right now is driving me insane. I know work and the chances of seeing friends won't really change for the better but I'll be doing something with my life and I'll get to see my soon-to-be-husband (as of about this time next month) more than once every month or two.
I've been reading, though not as much as I should. I've fallen back into the dark depths of D&D once again. I want to feel bad for it but I really do have an utterly ridiculous amount of fun.
I went back and was reading some things I had written and I surprised by how much (despite th type-o's) it didn't suck. I should write erotica, it would be so damn easy. It's a shame I'm terrified of pursuing a a literature based degree. I know I wouldn't have the stomach for. Me and school were never the tightest of friends. Fingers crossed I can make it through cooking. I did fail that class in high school.