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WHOOO last mother fuckin day in the loony bin!!!!
Yesterday wasnt to bad i got to watch Toy Stoy 3 times in a row and just hung out like always.
oh i got my hours for work too and there not to bad, normal home depot hours (all over the place) but its cool it gives you more of a mix in your day so your not doing the same day over and over.
its crazy to think that at this time tomorrow ill be in an airport waiting to go back to my moms. its kinda nerve racking if i think about it to much.
Last night Larry said that he was gunna make Tacos cause it was my last night and because i fuckin love when we have them its my favorite thing we ever eat here.
I go in to shadow on Friday at work for 2 hours then i have my first real day Saturday.... Sunday i told them i had to take off because i have plans. (thats if i didnt already fuck those up cause im cool like that)
GLAH last night i was so out of it i went to bed at 9:30. it said on my phone that i talked to 3 people i dont even remember talking to one person, well no i kinda remember talking to Jamie but thats only because she has an annoying voice and its been burnd into my mind *shudders*
So i wake up and im still in my fuckin emo mode to this moment, idk if ill even be happy today, alot of shits gone down and i dont feel like i should be happy. I already know that im gunna cry at least half a billion times with in today and tomorrow befor i get on my plane. I wounder if people at airports are used to seeing sad people....
its so hard to keep your mind off the sad things when the only other thing to keep your mind on is somthing alse that depresses you just as much =/ its like a crappy circle of emo or somthing like that.
ok well ive babbled long enough =)
-Erin
Yesterday wasnt to bad i got to watch Toy Stoy 3 times in a row and just hung out like always.
oh i got my hours for work too and there not to bad, normal home depot hours (all over the place) but its cool it gives you more of a mix in your day so your not doing the same day over and over.
its crazy to think that at this time tomorrow ill be in an airport waiting to go back to my moms. its kinda nerve racking if i think about it to much.
Last night Larry said that he was gunna make Tacos cause it was my last night and because i fuckin love when we have them its my favorite thing we ever eat here.
I go in to shadow on Friday at work for 2 hours then i have my first real day Saturday.... Sunday i told them i had to take off because i have plans. (thats if i didnt already fuck those up cause im cool like that)
GLAH last night i was so out of it i went to bed at 9:30. it said on my phone that i talked to 3 people i dont even remember talking to one person, well no i kinda remember talking to Jamie but thats only because she has an annoying voice and its been burnd into my mind *shudders*
So i wake up and im still in my fuckin emo mode to this moment, idk if ill even be happy today, alot of shits gone down and i dont feel like i should be happy. I already know that im gunna cry at least half a billion times with in today and tomorrow befor i get on my plane. I wounder if people at airports are used to seeing sad people....
its so hard to keep your mind off the sad things when the only other thing to keep your mind on is somthing alse that depresses you just as much =/ its like a crappy circle of emo or somthing like that.
ok well ive babbled long enough =)
-Erin