Jul 27, 2004 14:22
... but I learned a lot at my own funeral"- Ani
Oh yes, it does suck right now... feeling all this shit... so many emotions every minute of everyday. But I know that this is ok and what is best for both of us, but damn that does not make it easier.
I wish that I could just be ok with who I am. Living two seperate lives is hard on the soul!!
I hope that you are well... please know that I am dying here too!!