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Ok... so this is how my day went. Woke up and piddled around... Then rode my bike eight miles to the gym... ran a mile in 6 minuets 30 seconds... played racketball for over an hour... rode my bike 8 miles back to my apartment... rested... and then went rock climbing... man... im pooped....
So why do I do this? I enjoy it mostly... but is that the true reason? Or am I just obsessed with the idea of getting fit and in shape... am i doing it to be healthy... or is it more cosmetic... i guess they all are involved... I guess i do it more for the looks though... I think it kind of sucks that looks mean so much to people (excluding mel... yay for mel)... most people... there are always exceptions.... but really! looks mean a lot... i only say this because i see it everyday... I've lost forty pounds... and in that span of time i definately see changes in peoples attitudes and outlook towards me... People talk to you that would normally not give you the time of day... and i think its just because of looks... We live in a shallow world... like i've said in one of my previous entries... girls rather looks over personality... not just girls... guys definately do the same...
i dont know where I'm going with this... i guess i just wish looks didnt mean so much... but i guess it makes sense... first impressions... guess you have to catch peoples attention... you have to make your product look good...
anywho.... fuck it... its all a part of life... life sucks and then you die... just have to deal with it
So why do I do this? I enjoy it mostly... but is that the true reason? Or am I just obsessed with the idea of getting fit and in shape... am i doing it to be healthy... or is it more cosmetic... i guess they all are involved... I guess i do it more for the looks though... I think it kind of sucks that looks mean so much to people (excluding mel... yay for mel)... most people... there are always exceptions.... but really! looks mean a lot... i only say this because i see it everyday... I've lost forty pounds... and in that span of time i definately see changes in peoples attitudes and outlook towards me... People talk to you that would normally not give you the time of day... and i think its just because of looks... We live in a shallow world... like i've said in one of my previous entries... girls rather looks over personality... not just girls... guys definately do the same...
i dont know where I'm going with this... i guess i just wish looks didnt mean so much... but i guess it makes sense... first impressions... guess you have to catch peoples attention... you have to make your product look good...
anywho.... fuck it... its all a part of life... life sucks and then you die... just have to deal with it