What the fuck?!?!
i just dont know anymore. i really like joe and i thought he really liked me but if he does then why did he go and fuck some other chic. im so depressed. last night i did really stupid things to try and get out of this nightmare im in. I also talked to aaron last night i dont know what the fucks going on. he called me and we kinda talked. im going to go meet up with him at like 2 so we can talk because theres something i really need to tell him that only me and lindsay know. he appologized for being an ass to me and said that he was kinda jelous that i was going out with joe. i dont know i just hope that we work things out and just stop fighting. im so sick of all the drama that i just want it all to get solved. and lindsay i love you and im sorry about the other day. i was pissed and i just snapped i know you forgive me after the talk we had last night but i just wanted to say again that i was sorry. I love you so much dont ever let me push you out of my life because with out you i would lose all the hope i have left and probibly kill myself. so just dont take things personal when i snap out ok. and thank you everyone else that hasn't got sick of me and just thrown me away. thanks for still being here for me. i love you guys.