Fuck the World
hey everyone today is fucking shitty i thought that me and robert were ok but he's still pissed just because yesterday at the end of my journal i didn't say his name. Even though i ssid that i love all my people which would be him. He sitting there saying that i don't give a shit about him and that i take him for grantit. I always listen to his advise because he's almost always right. And for him to sit there and say that i never listen to him when he needs to talk is a lie because i always ask him whats wrong even when I know he wont tell me. He is my best friend and i dont know what i would do without him. And also almost everytime i try to talk to him about something he ignores me and doesn't want to listen. And im sorry that i dont love you the way you want me to my heart belongs to aaron no matter how hard i try i just can't get over him. He is my one and only. So please robert i begging you please call me and talk to me i dont want to lose you. Well thats not even all that happened last night. I got this call from my friend tyler and me and him got into a fight a couple weeks ago. He told me that he went in for a check up and they found out that his cancer was back i got so depressed that i didn't want to talk to anyone. I love this guy alot we've gone through alot. It suxs so bad that this keeps happening to him. Also aaron called last night but i was to sad to answer the phone and when i got my messages he said that he got into an accident. This also got me upset. Yesterday sucked so bad. I think I lost my best best friend, my friend had a cancer relapce, and my ex-boyfriend got into a car accident. right now im just going to say FUCK THE WORLD!!