Jan 26, 2003 23:50
the last few days have included but are not limited to: lonely, blink 182, can't choose between dad and mom, can't come to sb...gotta break it off, and did.
i feel like such a sleaze, although i can't control my feelings...here i am, getting off of this roller coaster ride of an acquaintance (by the way, it's not wierd) that i was so deeply attached to, and now i'm thinking of someone else. am i an asshole?
today was work...mom took my money, i'm almost out of debt. watching a depressing movie that feels good right now. for some reason, it's really enjoyable. maybe it's nice seeing people in worse situations than i.
why can't my friends be friends? that would be nice.
the doof is TAing our class. woowoo