alright, settle down.
i feel the impending need to describe something. this is a journal. that means that i put in it stronger emotions than i can let out of my mouth in everyday life. like to my friends and stuff. that means these things in my journal will be much more densely emotional and usually much more depressed than i am actually feeling. all it is is the flipside of not wanting to bother people (or myself) with the nutty twists on feelings i have. so i guess i'm saying... dame un hueso.