Dec 14, 2005 13:54
I love it when you lose friends because of the stupidest reason. For Example; I lose a friend because she freaks out on me telling my story in a blog about a disfunctional ex-girlfriend, who happens to be her friend too.
I'm sorry but you don't ALWAYS have to take one side on things. Grow up and learn to just not get involved in things that aren't even your buisness. I mean you may gain more respect from that one friend for sticking up for them, but you lost another good friend in the whole thing.
While I'm still on the same subject, why is it that the girl didn't just end the relationship way before it ended anyways. And why is it that she told me she NEVER lied to anyone she loved, and that she loved me more than anything in the world. And that she'd never had a boyfriend like me, that I was the best thing that ever happened to her. Yet when it all goes to shit she just comes right out and shows her true self.
You said in one of your arguements that I have changed into someone that you don't even recognize anymore, and that I'm a bad person, and all this is based on accusations of things you've heard happened but in reality never did. Like I said I can admit alot of people don't like me too much and enjoy tearing me up.
So is this where I'm supposed to say I don't know you anymore? Because thats the truth. The reality is that you yourself told me the truth about how you felt. You just heard things that people said and based your oppinion of who I am to you now off what other say.
You are the one that I don't know anymore. I had the perfect image of you in my head, you were everything to me, you were perfect in everyway. You loved me for who I am, yet when it came down to it you arent who you portrayed to be.
Have fun with the other boy. Just don't do to him what you did to me.
"Blue Eyed Suicide" - Across Five Aprils
We broke down the walls one brick at a time.
But infatuation cuts quick and you sharpen the knife.
A smile can only get you so far, blue eyed suicide.
I was willing to throw it all away but you couldn't decide.
A smile can only get you so far, blue eyed suicide.
These walls will be higher next time you try to break them and break in.
Your existence it burns my eyes.
Everytime I try and close them.
I thought that things were different this time around.
I thought I found someone who meant what they said.
Beyond four letters, beyond four letters.
I guess i thought that things were different,
This time around.