"because he can't do it.."
so, ill use this space to rant. considering the limited amount of contact i have with people these days, you might as well use this as your only chance to listen.
im living back home. it's great. but it's not. lived here less than a month and i already want out.. not necessarily out of the valley.. just out of this house. i wont go into anything more than that considering the stupid personal bullshit that this obviously entails.
it would be interesting to know the root of my recent listlessness. but perhaps i was thinking things differently when i made up my mind to come back here. maybe its just retrospection, things change pretty fast, and i was gone for longer than i thought..
i started a job this last week. its decent, but it's a job.. the part where i get to be around people is pretty nice.. except for the fact that i hate talking. needless to say they all think im a shy 14 year old. but whatever to that. what really pisses me off is they think i can't even tie my own shoelaces.. let alone pour a fucking cup of coffee. it's hilarious when your manager tells you, you can't do something.. its just sad when that "something" is mix a goddamn drink. i obviously had experience before.. not like i crawled just out the womb. the cherry on top of that bullshit is out of the 15 or so employees.. im the only guy.
that is all, i guess. im tired.
oh yeah, anyone bothering to read this definitely needs to check out this artist called "bibio" either albums: fi or hand cranked, are absolutely amazing.
im living back home. it's great. but it's not. lived here less than a month and i already want out.. not necessarily out of the valley.. just out of this house. i wont go into anything more than that considering the stupid personal bullshit that this obviously entails.
it would be interesting to know the root of my recent listlessness. but perhaps i was thinking things differently when i made up my mind to come back here. maybe its just retrospection, things change pretty fast, and i was gone for longer than i thought..
i started a job this last week. its decent, but it's a job.. the part where i get to be around people is pretty nice.. except for the fact that i hate talking. needless to say they all think im a shy 14 year old. but whatever to that. what really pisses me off is they think i can't even tie my own shoelaces.. let alone pour a fucking cup of coffee. it's hilarious when your manager tells you, you can't do something.. its just sad when that "something" is mix a goddamn drink. i obviously had experience before.. not like i crawled just out the womb. the cherry on top of that bullshit is out of the 15 or so employees.. im the only guy.
that is all, i guess. im tired.
oh yeah, anyone bothering to read this definitely needs to check out this artist called "bibio" either albums: fi or hand cranked, are absolutely amazing.