my confessions

[garrisonwithaz]

ive decided to not care and just say wat i feel
lately things have been tough for me and it feels like no one is helping and no one is on my side
ive been trying to make everyone happy and its just not working any more..
everytime things get good something has to ruin it.
so here it goes:
yes i smoke pot
yes i smoke cigarettes
i drink occasionally
i lie to people to get out of hanging out
wen im alone i get depressed
im never satisfied with my weight
i like things my way
i hate when people are mad at me
all i wanna do is have as much fun as i can
sometimes i miss my dad
and wish he was around..
i cant stand kurt most of the time
i want him to leave
wen i get upset i do things i shouldnt
i hate that i cant be mean to people
even if i want to
i wanna meet mcr so bad it keeps me up some nights
the moon can cheer me up
im paranoid about everything
i really do wanna be a pirate
i would love to be the lead singer of a band
i dont like having jobs
im spoiled
and i like to emulate people
there i said it. bye