what if
well i haven't updated in awhile, just being here is a memory. well everything is going smoothly. except for recently. someone who throws my past in my face, and a slap to add, one of her friends did the act, i just wanted to be his friend. umm lets see what else, my team is an asshole to me, one spat in my face tuesday. ummm things are great, back to the way they were, and i really dont' care what happens next. hopefully i can leave and go somewhere else. if only we could turn back the hands of time, but sadly we can't. what if we could?..........