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So, I guess I've felt lost the last few days. Or maybe helpless. Or something like that. It bothers me when I see people, anyone that I care abotu really, going through a tough time. I guess I'm kind of the guy who tries to say the right thing, or do the silly thing to atleast get a smile. Maybe I'm just the sort of person who wants to be part of a solution rather than part of a problem, ya know? And, here, I ahd no idea how to do that. It was frustrating, but in a totally diffrent style of frustration. Not like in a mad way, but just in a way that I didn't feel I was even contributing. But, then I realized it wasn't for me to contribte. It wasn't for me to say or do the right thing. It actually wasn't for me to do or say anything except be there if I was needed. It was for me just to call to say good luck, to say I hope that the world seems better tomorrow and to leave it at that.
It was actually a time for me to sit back and just be proud. To sit back and know that they knew I was here if need be. But, as frustrating as it was to just sit back and watch - it's also quite amazing to watch people in action. We're all so capable of rising above so many situations that it baffles the mind. Whe you think about it, sometimes all we really need is someone to just keep our head up and we'll do the rest. I got to sit back and see that. I got to be proud of quite a few people just by hearing stories.
So, its been an odd time here. Wanting to do more, yet maybe realizing that what I did was okay also. Because in the days, weeks and months prior to all this a bond was formed that you can just feel. That no matter what, it feels good to know that someone is there.
I rambled... but they are my thoughts. Like I said, its been quite a week. But, you can't beat any week when you can look back and realize just how proud you are. God bless....
It was actually a time for me to sit back and just be proud. To sit back and know that they knew I was here if need be. But, as frustrating as it was to just sit back and watch - it's also quite amazing to watch people in action. We're all so capable of rising above so many situations that it baffles the mind. Whe you think about it, sometimes all we really need is someone to just keep our head up and we'll do the rest. I got to sit back and see that. I got to be proud of quite a few people just by hearing stories.
So, its been an odd time here. Wanting to do more, yet maybe realizing that what I did was okay also. Because in the days, weeks and months prior to all this a bond was formed that you can just feel. That no matter what, it feels good to know that someone is there.
I rambled... but they are my thoughts. Like I said, its been quite a week. But, you can't beat any week when you can look back and realize just how proud you are. God bless....