Wandering thoughts

Sep 18, 2005 16:45

So, my mind has been wandering like crazy lately. A million miles per hour in a million different directions, but I seemed to enjoy this little trip it took me on. I am wondering about fate. And when we talk about fate, we usually associate it with love. They naturally walk hand in hand.

So, a year ago, ask me if I believe in fate and I can't give you an answer. I think I want to, because its fabulously romantic and sexy... but then I also have a problem with believing in some sort of mysterious force out there driving us. I think that is the more popular way of thinking. Tough to believe in something you can't see or touch.

But, then I was thinking about it because within this past year I've gone through a lot of changes. Felt things that have been brand new to me. So, let's talk about this love feeling, particularly true love. A love that brings you to highs you never felt before, a love that keeps your head spinning. It's like everything in your life is sped up because every moment is magical. Like the greatest roller coaster ride ever that never ends. You just keep spinning... and spinning... and spinning. In effect, you just lose control. You let it take you where it does. You follow with your heart to where ever this feeling leads you. True love, remember. Not just the regular stuff that we all try to feel for people in our lives. Nope, I'm talking about real, crazy, wonderful, true love.

So, now lets get back to people not wanting to believe in something that they can't see or touch. In effect they don't want to feel like they are not in control of their lives. That their decisions, their actions are made by them and not this mysterious, yet sexy, feeling.

But, from what I have learned in this last year is that there is no control when you just love liek you should... and there is no control in fate, so now we can really see how they go hand in hand. But, I know that isn't just enough for a lot of people to change their mind, so what if I proposed this question.... do you believe that there is a person out there who will make you believe in fate?

I hope your answer is yes, because there is no better feeling.... or maybe I am just hopeless
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