[Fic] The Wrong Move - Ch21
Chapter 21
January, 2008
Pi: *eyes widen in shock* Toma?
Toma: Good morning *smiles*
Pi: *confused* am I dreaming?
Toma: What do you think? *giggles*
Pi: I am dreaming! Ugh *holding his head because of incredible pain* or maybe I’m starting to become delusional?
Toma: *laughs loudly* Go wash your face and come eat breakfast! There is some medicine for your headache too!
Pi: *shocked* Toma?
Toma: Hmmm?
Pi: *pinching himself* is this real?
Toma: Should I get worried for you to ask this question twice already?
Pi: *confused* How did I get here?
Toma: Jin dropped you
Pi: I’m…Toma I wa-
Toma: its ok we’ll talk later Pi *heads toward the kitchen*
Pi: I really missed you!
Toma: *stopped in his track with a smirk on his face and turned around* I don’t see how you hitting the clubs everyday means you missing me!!
Pi: I was hitting the clubs to get drunk! If that’s not missing you, what is?
Toma: and what am I supposed to say? I miss you too?
Pi: *hurt* no…I’m not forcing you to say anything…you know….all this time we were separated…all I was thinking about is how stupid I was…I took you for granted knowing I will find you anytime I want…you’ll be there for me always…but I was wrong….I’m sorry Toma!
Toma: *heading toward Pi* I know babe….All this time I was actually waiting for you…to figure that out…so that you will remember that we’re in a relationship here….we need to work on it together! *places one of his hand on Pi’s cheek*
Pi: Toma *put his hand on Toma’s hand* I truly missed you….I love you so much babe
Toma: I missed you too….Just so you know, this is so our first and last break from each other….got it?
Pi: *chuckles* yes please!
Toma: *smiles* I love you Pi *leans toward to kiss Pi*
Pi: *meets Toma in a sweetest kiss which Toma breaks*
Toma: Babe, I love you and all…but you stink of alcohol
Pi: *laughs* yeah…sorry about that…I will take a shower, but I will need your help since I still feel dizzy *winks*
Toma: I will gladly help *giggles*
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During 1 Pound no Fukuin, 2008
Kame: Do you know what you’re asking me?
Jin: I know Kazu!
Kame: You ruined me…my life and you’re asking for a chance? *irritated* Yamapi knows, Johnny-san knows too….how I can face them again?
Jin: It’s not your fault…you didn’t do anything wrong….You were the victim…
Kame: *looks away* you’re victim!
Jin: I’m sorry….I really mean it even if it doesn’t change anything….I’m very sorry….But I swear, I would have tried to fix this before I left to LA if it weren’t for Johnny-san…
Kame: Don‘t even dare put the blame on him?!
Jin: I’m not, but he’s the one who forced me to leave…if it weren’t for him…maybe I would have a--
Kame: a what? A chance? How come I believe any of what you’re saying anyway….Maybe you’re the one who decided to leave from your own…
Jin: Yes and I decided to learn English all of a sudden *in a mocking tone*
Kame: So what are you saying? He threatened you and that’s why you left?
Jin: He actually did! He threatened me with the video he has of-*he stopped talking and looked away from Kame’s gaze*
Kame: *getting freaked out* what did he say?
Jin: He would….send a copy to my family…your family…*palmed his face* I really screwed up!
Kame was annoyed by the memory of what happened and while looking away from Jin he was worried about that video tape…He truly needs to get it from Johnny-san somehow because he will always be living in fear of someone else finding out about this….Kame was brought back to reality by Jin’s sudden voice…
Jin: I’m sorry…I made you go through a lot!
Kame: *in a mocking tone* yeah…you definitely did that!
Jin: But I really want to fix things between us….I really want to make it up to you Kazu
Kame: Enough from this talk!
Jin: I’m serious Kazu….I want to start over…please?
Kame: *in accusing eyes* do you even know that I can’t even have a normal relationship with anyone because of you!!?
Jin: So, you’ve never been in a relationship? You’re not in a relationship with anyone? *hope evidence in his voice* Not even Koki?
Kame: *irritated* of course not!
Jin: *sighs in relief and smiles* Thank god!
Kame: *getting really mad* what the fuck are you smiling for?
Jin: *grinning* I’m sorry, but I’m happy that you’re not taken by anyone.
Kame: And do you think that gives you the right to grin? Do you think that you still got a chance? Keep dreaming on bastard! *Kame stood up and was heading toward his bedroom*
Jin: *following him* Kazu!
Kame: Fuck off Jin! Just leave the apartment! I want to be alone! *shutting the bedroom on Jin’s face*
Jin: *Jin put his foot in the door’s way and didn’t allow Kame to close it* can we start over?
Kame: *annoyed* Move your foot!!
Jin: I won’t! Not until you answer me!
Kame: *yelling* I answered you!! Move your foot or I swear I’m going to shut the door on it and let you bleed to death!
Jin: Do it! It will hurt me less believe me!
Kame: Are you crazy?
Jin: *talking very fast and loudly* Yes, I’m crazily in love with you and I don’t care what you do to me Kazu…you can go ahead and kill me for all I care because I’ll be dead without you…
Kame: *taken back from Jin’s outburst* you’re crazy!
Jin: I know!
Kame: Give up Akanishi…I will never give you a chance!
Jin: *hurt* do you hate me that much Kazu?
Kame: *heart felt like ripped apart from Jin’s broken voice and question* you can’t even imagine! “Don’t you fucking kidding me Kazuya Kamenashi! He means nothing to you! He hurt you and you feel sorry for him now???” *Kame was mad at himself that he blurted out yelling* I just hate you so much! You could have said all this to me back then and I would have run to you happily, but now…..it’s too late…..it’s impossible……I can’t just forget everything like nothing happened…what you did…….it killed me Jin…..it really did and I can never repair from it……I tried so many times, but I couldn’t…….I did love you once…….I did……..but my hate is much more stronger…..it’s hard to replace that hate with love…….
Jin: I don’t care how much it takes Kazu, but I’m going to wait for you till you finally can forgive me……or at least love me, just please……don’t say it’s impossible….give me a chance….please
Kame: Don’t bother! I don’t want to be with you…GOD!!! *grit his teeth*
Jin: *almost in begging tone* Kazu!!
Kame: I mean it Jin! I don’t want you in my life. I’ll try to act normally around you when we’re in work, but other than that, I can’t do anything else….
Jin: *tears falling hurt from what Kame said*
Kame: *taken back from seeing Jin crying..it had been a long time since the last time he saw him crying like this that he let go of the door and moved outside the room* c-could you just leave?
Jin: *looking at Kame then he lowered his face looking at the floor while moving toward the apartment door* I…I…won’t give up…..s-sorry t-to bother you
Kame was holding himself from crying too…A part of him wants to hurt Jin just like he hurt him, but another part want to forget everything that happened and move on…and go there to Jin’s side and hug him right now…It pained him seeing the man he loved crying because of him…
Suddenly, memories of Jin and their wonderful friendship flew right in front of him as a film roll while watching Jin’s back…the rings…their time in Gokusen…Jin smiling face….Jin hints about how beautiful and cute he is….Jin jokes about they being Akakame….and without noticing, Kame’s legs moved on their own in hasty steps hugging Jin from behind.
End of Chapter 21
January, 2008
Pi: *eyes widen in shock* Toma?
Toma: Good morning *smiles*
Pi: *confused* am I dreaming?
Toma: What do you think? *giggles*
Pi: I am dreaming! Ugh *holding his head because of incredible pain* or maybe I’m starting to become delusional?
Toma: *laughs loudly* Go wash your face and come eat breakfast! There is some medicine for your headache too!
Pi: *shocked* Toma?
Toma: Hmmm?
Pi: *pinching himself* is this real?
Toma: Should I get worried for you to ask this question twice already?
Pi: *confused* How did I get here?
Toma: Jin dropped you
Pi: I’m…Toma I wa-
Toma: its ok we’ll talk later Pi *heads toward the kitchen*
Pi: I really missed you!
Toma: *stopped in his track with a smirk on his face and turned around* I don’t see how you hitting the clubs everyday means you missing me!!
Pi: I was hitting the clubs to get drunk! If that’s not missing you, what is?
Toma: and what am I supposed to say? I miss you too?
Pi: *hurt* no…I’m not forcing you to say anything…you know….all this time we were separated…all I was thinking about is how stupid I was…I took you for granted knowing I will find you anytime I want…you’ll be there for me always…but I was wrong….I’m sorry Toma!
Toma: *heading toward Pi* I know babe….All this time I was actually waiting for you…to figure that out…so that you will remember that we’re in a relationship here….we need to work on it together! *places one of his hand on Pi’s cheek*
Pi: Toma *put his hand on Toma’s hand* I truly missed you….I love you so much babe
Toma: I missed you too….Just so you know, this is so our first and last break from each other….got it?
Pi: *chuckles* yes please!
Toma: *smiles* I love you Pi *leans toward to kiss Pi*
Pi: *meets Toma in a sweetest kiss which Toma breaks*
Toma: Babe, I love you and all…but you stink of alcohol
Pi: *laughs* yeah…sorry about that…I will take a shower, but I will need your help since I still feel dizzy *winks*
Toma: I will gladly help *giggles*
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During 1 Pound no Fukuin, 2008
Kame: Do you know what you’re asking me?
Jin: I know Kazu!
Kame: You ruined me…my life and you’re asking for a chance? *irritated* Yamapi knows, Johnny-san knows too….how I can face them again?
Jin: It’s not your fault…you didn’t do anything wrong….You were the victim…
Kame: *looks away* you’re victim!
Jin: I’m sorry….I really mean it even if it doesn’t change anything….I’m very sorry….But I swear, I would have tried to fix this before I left to LA if it weren’t for Johnny-san…
Kame: Don‘t even dare put the blame on him?!
Jin: I’m not, but he’s the one who forced me to leave…if it weren’t for him…maybe I would have a--
Kame: a what? A chance? How come I believe any of what you’re saying anyway….Maybe you’re the one who decided to leave from your own…
Jin: Yes and I decided to learn English all of a sudden *in a mocking tone*
Kame: So what are you saying? He threatened you and that’s why you left?
Jin: He actually did! He threatened me with the video he has of-*he stopped talking and looked away from Kame’s gaze*
Kame: *getting freaked out* what did he say?
Jin: He would….send a copy to my family…your family…*palmed his face* I really screwed up!
Kame was annoyed by the memory of what happened and while looking away from Jin he was worried about that video tape…He truly needs to get it from Johnny-san somehow because he will always be living in fear of someone else finding out about this….Kame was brought back to reality by Jin’s sudden voice…
Jin: I’m sorry…I made you go through a lot!
Kame: *in a mocking tone* yeah…you definitely did that!
Jin: But I really want to fix things between us….I really want to make it up to you Kazu
Kame: Enough from this talk!
Jin: I’m serious Kazu….I want to start over…please?
Kame: *in accusing eyes* do you even know that I can’t even have a normal relationship with anyone because of you!!?
Jin: So, you’ve never been in a relationship? You’re not in a relationship with anyone? *hope evidence in his voice* Not even Koki?
Kame: *irritated* of course not!
Jin: *sighs in relief and smiles* Thank god!
Kame: *getting really mad* what the fuck are you smiling for?
Jin: *grinning* I’m sorry, but I’m happy that you’re not taken by anyone.
Kame: And do you think that gives you the right to grin? Do you think that you still got a chance? Keep dreaming on bastard! *Kame stood up and was heading toward his bedroom*
Jin: *following him* Kazu!
Kame: Fuck off Jin! Just leave the apartment! I want to be alone! *shutting the bedroom on Jin’s face*
Jin: *Jin put his foot in the door’s way and didn’t allow Kame to close it* can we start over?
Kame: *annoyed* Move your foot!!
Jin: I won’t! Not until you answer me!
Kame: *yelling* I answered you!! Move your foot or I swear I’m going to shut the door on it and let you bleed to death!
Jin: Do it! It will hurt me less believe me!
Kame: Are you crazy?
Jin: *talking very fast and loudly* Yes, I’m crazily in love with you and I don’t care what you do to me Kazu…you can go ahead and kill me for all I care because I’ll be dead without you…
Kame: *taken back from Jin’s outburst* you’re crazy!
Jin: I know!
Kame: Give up Akanishi…I will never give you a chance!
Jin: *hurt* do you hate me that much Kazu?
Kame: *heart felt like ripped apart from Jin’s broken voice and question* you can’t even imagine! “Don’t you fucking kidding me Kazuya Kamenashi! He means nothing to you! He hurt you and you feel sorry for him now???” *Kame was mad at himself that he blurted out yelling* I just hate you so much! You could have said all this to me back then and I would have run to you happily, but now…..it’s too late…..it’s impossible……I can’t just forget everything like nothing happened…what you did…….it killed me Jin…..it really did and I can never repair from it……I tried so many times, but I couldn’t…….I did love you once…….I did……..but my hate is much more stronger…..it’s hard to replace that hate with love…….
Jin: I don’t care how much it takes Kazu, but I’m going to wait for you till you finally can forgive me……or at least love me, just please……don’t say it’s impossible….give me a chance….please
Kame: Don’t bother! I don’t want to be with you…GOD!!! *grit his teeth*
Jin: *almost in begging tone* Kazu!!
Kame: I mean it Jin! I don’t want you in my life. I’ll try to act normally around you when we’re in work, but other than that, I can’t do anything else….
Jin: *tears falling hurt from what Kame said*
Kame: *taken back from seeing Jin crying..it had been a long time since the last time he saw him crying like this that he let go of the door and moved outside the room* c-could you just leave?
Jin: *looking at Kame then he lowered his face looking at the floor while moving toward the apartment door* I…I…won’t give up…..s-sorry t-to bother you
Kame was holding himself from crying too…A part of him wants to hurt Jin just like he hurt him, but another part want to forget everything that happened and move on…and go there to Jin’s side and hug him right now…It pained him seeing the man he loved crying because of him…
Suddenly, memories of Jin and their wonderful friendship flew right in front of him as a film roll while watching Jin’s back…the rings…their time in Gokusen…Jin smiling face….Jin hints about how beautiful and cute he is….Jin jokes about they being Akakame….and without noticing, Kame’s legs moved on their own in hasty steps hugging Jin from behind.
End of Chapter 21