[Fic] Forbidden Love - Ch12
Chapter12: Forever With You
Silence…..blindness…..everything seemed so far away….the voices of people….the cars…..it was almost like time stopped at that moment for him…..he still couldn’t process what happened….he couldn’t understand…..he kept saying in his mind……that all of this…..is not real….this can’t be happening….this is not the way it supposed to be….somehow, his legs started walking….he didn’t realize until he was pushing his way among the crowd….his heart was running miles away…..screaming pain with each beat….and when he finally reached where he wanted to be….when he finally saw the love of his life….his legs finally gave away next to him…..he tried to voice out his name….to call him so he would open his eyes…..but nothing came out from his voice except whispers…..small whispers….his voice was heavy almost choked…..he started calling his name with It, but Jin didn’t budge…..he kept calling and calling till his voice grew heavier and clearer…..still…..no response…..He started shaking his body while tears covering his vision……he was waiting…..waiting to be awaked……but why…..why can’t he wake up from this nightmare…..why…….
An ambulance finally came and two men started to carry Jin very slowly, but Kazuya was freaking out already…. He wouldn’t let them take him, but after a struggle and Kazuya telling them that he was from his family, they let him ride with them.
The ride was long in Kazuya’s eyes….Seeing his boyfriend covered with blood like that was killing him….He saw worse, yes….but he couldn’t take it anymore….it felt weird…..it felt different…..it felt real….but it always feel real to him…..he was wondering when will he be awaked from this nightmare….but his heart didn’t allow him to leave Jin alone….Even if this was another nightmare….he wouldn’t leave him no matter what….He can’t…..he was feeling guilty…...for leaving Jin like that….flashbacks were coming back to him…..about what happened earlier…..it was ripping his heart apart….
They didn’t allow him to go inside during the operation…..he was out watching from a window how they started to move him to another bed……cut his clothes…..inject him with something…..it was hurting him……how could they do that to Jin….He couldn’t stand the sight of blood anymore….it was hurting his body all over…..it felt like they were cutting a piece of him and not Jin……he decided to sit on the chair away from that window……he was praying……to be awaked…..a nurse came and started asking him questions…..so many questions about Jin…..about his life…..his blood type and medical records…..but all of a sudden…….Kazuya saw more nurses going to the operation room…..Jin’s operation room….in a hurry….Kazuya face went pale and he started running after them……but the nurse wouldn’t let him in…..he could hear a sound……a very weird sound that made his heart sink……he knew that sound…..heard it so many times in movies……he didn’t like this anymore…..he didn’t like where is this leading him to……he didn’t want to continue this nightmare anymore…..he wanted to be awake…..he started punching himself so he would be awake……the nurse stopped him, but he pushed her away….another nurse came and held him in a strong grip…..he started to struggle and struggle…..but froze once the doctor came out from the operation…..looking pale…..Kazuya didn’t get what he was saying….he couldn’t understand anything anymore…….he screamed out loud at the doctor that he was a liar……The nurses loosened their grip and Kazuya ran inside to the room……he saw them covering Jin’s face and he got mad……he pushed the sheet away from Jin’s face……crying his heart out…..apologizing for saying they weren’t meant to be…..they were….they were meant to be no matter what anyone else said….he kept shaking and nudging Jin to awake……
Kazuya: *sobbing* we’re meant to be Jin…..we’re meant to be….I’m sorry I didn’t mean to say that….Please God! Please, I didn’t mean saying that…..Jin, wake up! Wake up babe…..we’ll go to them…..so wake up already…..at least wake me up……Someone wake me up please….please…..
~After 1 hour~
Doctor: Please Kazuya ….you need to talk to the police about the accident!
Kazuya: *running his hands on Jin’s cheek*
Doctor: We need to take Jin already!
Kazuya: NOO!! He will wake up…..He will……this happened before and he woke up…..
Doctor: How many times do I have to tell you that he’s dead?! He can’t wake up anymore….
Kazuya: Just leave the room please!! He will wake up….he can’t leave me….you’ll see…..he will be awake soon…..or maybe I will be awake soon…..
Doctor: Please Kazuya….they will come and take him, so let go of him….
Kazuya: I said NO! GET OUT! HE’S MINE!! I WON’T LET YOU TAKE HIM AWAY!
Doctor: *shakes his head looking at the nurses* just take him!
The nurses came next to Jin, trying to carry him on the bed they brought, but Kazuya stopped them screaming and yelling at them to stop.
Kazuya: DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH HIM!! I CLEANED HIM ALREADY; YOU DON’T HAVE TO CLEAN HIM! JUST GO AWAY!! YOU CAN’T TAKE HIM AWAY! YOU CAN’T TAKE HIM TO THAT ROOM!! HE WILL DIE!! HE CAN’T STAND THE COLD THAT MUCH!! DO YOU HEAR ME?? YOU WANNA KILL HIM???!!
The doctor ordered two nurses to hold Kazuya while taking Jin away, but Kazuya went hysterical on them and started pushing them away fighting them, so one of the nurses injected him with an injection that made him loosen up after a minute and lose his balance.
Kazuya: *mumbling* please don’t take him away from me….please….
And Kazuya was out sleeping soundlessly….the doctor decided to call for a psychiatric to check on Kazuya’s mental state since he didn’t make sense at all and he thought he needed one to support him right now….especially when the doctor knew that there is definitely a relation between those two….which shocked the doctor who heard Kazuya talking to the dead Jin telling him about them....how what their parents think doesn’t matter to them….to him…..that they are meant to be together….it doesn’t matter if they were cousins or not…..they were lovers…….he thought he truly needed a psychiatric …..because….this whole thing is very messed up….he thought.
Kazuya woke up while checking his surroundings knowing that this doesn’t look familiar. He was glad he was finally awake from the nightmare, but shocked to see the place. He thought maybe he got sick again and Jin brought him to the hospital. But a nurse was in the room gone to call for someone as he saw a doctor coming to his room approaching his bed. He signed in relief noticing that the doctor is someone new….A face he never saw before….so he finally woke up from his nightmare….
????: How are you feeling Kazuya?
Kazuya: I’m fine! Where is Jin?
????: Where do you think he is?
Kazuya: Waiting outside for me till you do a check up on me?
????: And why are you having a check up?
Kazuya: I probably got sick again, right?
????: Let me introduce myself first Kazuya! I’m Peter, a Psychiatric!
Kazuya: Psychiatric??!
Peter: Yeah…do you know what psychiatric are for?
Kazuya: *shakes his head*
Peter: They treat patients who have mental problems!
Kazuya: Huh? Then, why are you here?
Peter: Don’t you remember what happened?
Kazuya: What happened?
Peter: First, talk to me about Jin!
Kazuya: Why?
Peter: what is your relation with him?
Kazuya: He’s my boyfriend!
Peter: Boyfriend? Aren’t you cousins?
Kazuya: Yes
Peter: You’re cousins and boyfriends?
Kazuya: *sighs in annoyance* will you call Jin here please?
Peter: Why? Where is Jin?
Kazuya: Do you have a problem in your head??! He’s outside, isn’t he? You know, you’re the one who needs some help for your mental state!
Peter: Don’t you remember the accident?
Kazuya froze on the mention of the accident…his heart beat started to race crazily…his face went pale….he felt sick in the stomach…..
Kazuya: *trembling* w-w-w-what….a-accident?
Peter: I think you know what accident I mean!
Kazuya: Stop playing stupid tricks!!
Peter: What accident did you remember just now??
Kazuya: *yelling* It’s a nightmare!! It can’t be true!!
Peter: What if it was?
Kazuya: Where is Jin??
Peter: You know where he is, don’t you?
Kazuya: NO!! You’re lying! You’re trying to make me crazy!!
Peter: Where is he Kazuya?
Kazuya: *breathes heavily* Shut up!! JIN!!!
Peter: He’s not here!
Kazuya: NO!! You don’t understand!! He would never leave me!!
Peter: He didn’t….it was something he couldn’t control!
Kazuya: NO!! He can’t leave me!! He won’t!! *cries*
Peter: Sorry Kazuya, but sometimes destiny has different plans for you.
Kazuya: *screaming loudly* NO!! HE PROMISED!! HE WILL NEVER LEAVE ME!! I WANT JIN!!
Peter: Calm down Kazuya! Your p-
But Kazuya didn’t wait to hear anything. He left the bed in a hurry and ran away from the room freaking out when he saw everyone started to look at him. He gasped when he saw the familiar doctor who was operating on Jin. He let out his sobs and cries. He kept running in search for that soulless room where it holds all the dead bodies. He needed to find Jin soon. Nurses were running after him, but it only made him run faster. But then he froze…..Shock and surprise was written all over his face. His parents and Jin parents came out from a room crying. They were as surprised as he was looking at him in shock; however, they didn’t have the time to approach him because nurses caught up to him holding him.
Kazuya: *screams while struggles* LET ME GO!! LET GOOO!!!
Naomi: Kazuya! *trying to approach him*
Kazuya: *looks at her with a piercing eyes* STAY AWAY FROM ME!! YOU!! IT’S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!! ALL OF YOU THAT THIS HAPPENED!! *sobs* ALL OF YOU SHOULD DIE AND GO TO HELL!!
Naomi: *cries* but we love you both! We never wished for this to happen!
Kazuya: *falls on his knees* it’s because of you…..you all….you never wished for our happiness….you would always interfere in some way or another…..it’s…*grabbing his hair in frustration*…because of me……I didn’t turn around! Why didn’t I turn around sooner?? God is punishing me for saying those awful words…..I didn’t mean them…..I hate you all….I never heard any of your words……I never cared….I….but I hurt him…..Jin is hurt because of me…..I changed…..I don’t know how to go back….I….I want Jin!! Please…..let me go…..I need to see him…..
Hiromi: *cries while looking at the nurses* let him go please! You can’t treat someone like this!
Naomi: Let go of my son!!
One of the nurses: We can’t! The doctor told us to take him back to his room.
Hitoshi: Where is that doctor?? How could he treat my son like this??
Reyoma: We’re going to sue you all!
They talked to the doctor and Kazuya was finally released from the nurses’ grip. He went inside the room to see Jin covered with a white sheet. He removed the sheet from his face and noticed how pale his lover is. He was pale and white almost like the sheet. There was no color in his face, no color on his lips. He was colorless and Kazuya felt how soulless he was. He broke down on his knees crying his heart out like a baby screaming out his cries letting out harsh sobs.
Kazuya: This was not meant to happen….it wasn’t supposed to be like this….Jin….I’m sorry….it’s all my fault….I should’ve gone with you without any fight……I shouldn’t say those words…..we are meant to be….always…..forever……even in our next life……we are definitely meant to be Jin…..you’re my everything……you can’t just leave me…….you could at least take me with you…..I can’t be without you…..I-I….can’t….
His parents and Jin’s parents were looking at Kazuya pitifully. They never saw Kazuya cry that much, never in their life. They thought it couldn’t be worse after what happened, but they were wrong because Kazuya was talking to Jin, touching his cheeks in a soothing manner as if he was talking to a baby. It broke their heart to see him like that. It broke their heart to see Jin like that.
What shocked them the most is when Kazuya started smiling looking like a crazy person talking to Jin as if he was there and awake?
Kazuya: I knew it! I knew you wouldn’t leave me Jin! I know you after all! Don’t scare me like that again please! *hugs Jin*
Jin: Sorry babe, but you know that I will never leave you.
The doctor came and talked to Kazuya, but the latter didn’t hear a single word nor did he reply back or look at the doctor. His parents started to call him, but he didn’t reply to them at all. They started to get worried. The doctor told them that he did all that to prevent Kazuya from seeing Jin again because he thinks it was a huge shock to him that could lead him to a mental disorder. Kazuya’s parents were worried especially because Kazuya had a history in that area when he was separated from Jin. They tried to hold Kazuya, but the latter pushed them away still talking to Jin. The doctor looked at them and he knew they were shocked. He told them that he has to separate him from Jin; therefore, he brought the nurses who started to hold Kazuya, but Kazuya acted wildly.
Kazuya: NO!! YOU CAN’T TAKE ME AWAY FROM HIM!! NO PLEASE!! PLEASE LET GO OF ME!! HE NEEDS ME WITH HIM!! I NEED TO BE WITH HIM!! PLEASE LET ME GO!! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND TH-
Doctor: Sorry Kazuya, but you need to go to your room!
Kazuya: NO!! NO!! MOM!! DAD!! PLEASE DON’T LET THEM TAKE ME AWAY FROM JIN!! PLEASE…NOT AGAIN PLEASE!! UNCLE!! AUNT!!! PLEASE ASK THEM TO LET ME GO!! I CAN’T STAY AWAY FROM HIM!! PLEASE!! HE NEEDS ME!! I CAN’T LEAVE HIM ALONE LIKE THIS!! THEY’RE TRYING TO KILL HIM!! *the doctor put the white sheet on Jin’s face*DON’T TOUCH YOU SCUM!!! HE WON’T BE ABLE TO BREATHE LIKE THAT!! NO!! *he was taken away from the room* NO!! TAKE ME BACK!! LET GO OF ME YOU PIECE OF SHIT!! I’M GOING TO KILL YOU!! LET ME GO!! I’M GOING TO KILL ALL OF YOU!! I HATE YOU KAMENASHI AND AKANISHI!! YOU DESERVE TO BE KILLED!! YOU KEEP INTERFERING BETWEEN US!! I HATE YOU ALL!! I…hate…you…all….
He lost consciousness and was taken back to his room. His parents were crying seeing how in bad shape Kazuya was, but tried to assure themselves that it was due to the shock of losing Jin. The psychiatric Peter asked to meet them and asked them so many questions, private questions about almost everything that is related to Kazuya and Jin. They told them the whole story and finally reached to the last part.
Reyoma: We were searching for them! We never thought that they would run away that fast!
Hiromi: We went to Kazuya’s house to tell them….
~ Flashback ~
Hitoshi/Naomi: *surprised* Jin woke up??
Hiromi: Yeah! And he came here…
Naomi: WHEN??
Hiromi: Yesterday early I think?
Naomi: *scared* Where is he?
Reyoma: We don’t know, we thought he would be here already!
Naomi: OMG!
Hiromi: Naomi?
Hitoshi: Kazuya didn’t come back since yesterday
Hiromi: Do you think he’s with Jin?
Naomi: I’m sure he is! Shit! Did they run away together?
Reyoma: I don’t think so I mean they wouldn’t in this count- *he froze when he thought about it*
Hiromi: We need to find them!
Naomi: *covering her face with her hands* I’m tired from this! I can’t go on like this anymore!
Hiromi: That’s why we came here…Me and Reyoma made a decision!
Hitoshi: What?
Reyoma: We no longer object of their relation! I can’t lose my son again!
Naomi: Really?
Hiromi: Yeah! I don’t care what other people will think…I just want them to be happy…I want our family to go back like it used to be!
Naomi: *sighs* Kazuya changed a lot Hiromi
Hiromi: Believe me; once he knows that they are accepted by us, they will be happy and go back like the old days!
Hitoshi: *looking away thinking* He hates us
Naomi: Yeah…he even called me bitch…
Reyoma: Let’s find them and tell them about our decision!
Naomi: Yeah and go back home!
Hitoshi: Let’s call private detectives!
Hiromi: Yeah!
Naomi: Kazuya’s papers, cards and passport are all with us! He won’t be able to go far away!
Reyoma: That’s good!
~ End of flashback ~
Peter: Did they know that you agreed to their relation?
Naomi: *sobs* no! We couldn’t find them anywhere!
Hiromi: We were so late…..we will never go back to the old days again!
Peter: Let’s hope at least you will get one of them back!
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~After 1 month, mental institution~
Peter: How are you feeling today Kazuya?
Kazuya: *pouts* I’m not fine! Did you see Jin? He went out and didn’t come back yet!
Peter: *sighs while writing* No, I didn’t! So, did you b-
Kazuya: *grins wildly while looking at the door* Jin!! Where did you go??
Jin: *approaching Kazuya from the other side sitting on the bed* Sorry babe, I went to buy chocolate! *grins*
Kazuya: *pouts* why didn’t you tell me? I would have asked you to bring me orange juice!
Jin: I will get it for you babe!
Kazuya: *grab Jin’s hand* no, there is no need….Later!
Peter: Kazuya!
Jin: *gets close to Kazuya’s ears* babe, you look hot showing off your shoulder like that! *winks*
Kazuya: *chuckles* then I won’t adjust my clothes!
Peter: *louder* Kazuya!
Jin: Good cause I’m planning to rip them off slowly! *smirks*
Kazuya: *giggles* show me what you got tiger!
Peter: Kazuya! Jin isn’t going anywhere, so will you focus with me?
Jin: *sticks out his tongue* stupid doctor!!
Kazuya: Later Dr. Peter! I have some quality time to spend with my boyfriend!
Peter sighs while leaving Kazuya’s room. He went to his office and threw Kazuya’s file on the table with annoyance where a page was opened. He needs to send Kazuya’s file after couple of days…
On the table, Kazuya’s file was opened on Kazuya’s profile page….on it was written details about Kazuya like his age, his name, his hobbies and etc…..and under the mental state section was written…..Delusional……
In Kazuya’s room, he was sleeping on his bed, Jin’s arms wrapping around his waist…..Kazuya was sleeping soundlessly with a smile on his face……..he was happy…..
End of Forbidden Love
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Thanks to everyone who kept reading and commenting on this fic. I can't believe I finally finished writing this fic. As I told you previously, it's angst and won't have a happy ending. It was truly difficult to write this fic since each time it will make me end up crying...I hope it made you live with them and feel the frustration and the pain they had....Sorry if this chapter wasn't pleasing.....please don't kill me in your mind for it......Hope to hear your opinion about this chapter and the fic mainly.....Comments are <3
Silence…..blindness…..everything seemed so far away….the voices of people….the cars…..it was almost like time stopped at that moment for him…..he still couldn’t process what happened….he couldn’t understand…..he kept saying in his mind……that all of this…..is not real….this can’t be happening….this is not the way it supposed to be….somehow, his legs started walking….he didn’t realize until he was pushing his way among the crowd….his heart was running miles away…..screaming pain with each beat….and when he finally reached where he wanted to be….when he finally saw the love of his life….his legs finally gave away next to him…..he tried to voice out his name….to call him so he would open his eyes…..but nothing came out from his voice except whispers…..small whispers….his voice was heavy almost choked…..he started calling his name with It, but Jin didn’t budge…..he kept calling and calling till his voice grew heavier and clearer…..still…..no response…..He started shaking his body while tears covering his vision……he was waiting…..waiting to be awaked……but why…..why can’t he wake up from this nightmare…..why…….
An ambulance finally came and two men started to carry Jin very slowly, but Kazuya was freaking out already…. He wouldn’t let them take him, but after a struggle and Kazuya telling them that he was from his family, they let him ride with them.
The ride was long in Kazuya’s eyes….Seeing his boyfriend covered with blood like that was killing him….He saw worse, yes….but he couldn’t take it anymore….it felt weird…..it felt different…..it felt real….but it always feel real to him…..he was wondering when will he be awaked from this nightmare….but his heart didn’t allow him to leave Jin alone….Even if this was another nightmare….he wouldn’t leave him no matter what….He can’t…..he was feeling guilty…...for leaving Jin like that….flashbacks were coming back to him…..about what happened earlier…..it was ripping his heart apart….
They didn’t allow him to go inside during the operation…..he was out watching from a window how they started to move him to another bed……cut his clothes…..inject him with something…..it was hurting him……how could they do that to Jin….He couldn’t stand the sight of blood anymore….it was hurting his body all over…..it felt like they were cutting a piece of him and not Jin……he decided to sit on the chair away from that window……he was praying……to be awaked…..a nurse came and started asking him questions…..so many questions about Jin…..about his life…..his blood type and medical records…..but all of a sudden…….Kazuya saw more nurses going to the operation room…..Jin’s operation room….in a hurry….Kazuya face went pale and he started running after them……but the nurse wouldn’t let him in…..he could hear a sound……a very weird sound that made his heart sink……he knew that sound…..heard it so many times in movies……he didn’t like this anymore…..he didn’t like where is this leading him to……he didn’t want to continue this nightmare anymore…..he wanted to be awake…..he started punching himself so he would be awake……the nurse stopped him, but he pushed her away….another nurse came and held him in a strong grip…..he started to struggle and struggle…..but froze once the doctor came out from the operation…..looking pale…..Kazuya didn’t get what he was saying….he couldn’t understand anything anymore…….he screamed out loud at the doctor that he was a liar……The nurses loosened their grip and Kazuya ran inside to the room……he saw them covering Jin’s face and he got mad……he pushed the sheet away from Jin’s face……crying his heart out…..apologizing for saying they weren’t meant to be…..they were….they were meant to be no matter what anyone else said….he kept shaking and nudging Jin to awake……
Kazuya: *sobbing* we’re meant to be Jin…..we’re meant to be….I’m sorry I didn’t mean to say that….Please God! Please, I didn’t mean saying that…..Jin, wake up! Wake up babe…..we’ll go to them…..so wake up already…..at least wake me up……Someone wake me up please….please…..
~After 1 hour~
Doctor: Please Kazuya ….you need to talk to the police about the accident!
Kazuya: *running his hands on Jin’s cheek*
Doctor: We need to take Jin already!
Kazuya: NOO!! He will wake up…..He will……this happened before and he woke up…..
Doctor: How many times do I have to tell you that he’s dead?! He can’t wake up anymore….
Kazuya: Just leave the room please!! He will wake up….he can’t leave me….you’ll see…..he will be awake soon…..or maybe I will be awake soon…..
Doctor: Please Kazuya….they will come and take him, so let go of him….
Kazuya: I said NO! GET OUT! HE’S MINE!! I WON’T LET YOU TAKE HIM AWAY!
Doctor: *shakes his head looking at the nurses* just take him!
The nurses came next to Jin, trying to carry him on the bed they brought, but Kazuya stopped them screaming and yelling at them to stop.
Kazuya: DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH HIM!! I CLEANED HIM ALREADY; YOU DON’T HAVE TO CLEAN HIM! JUST GO AWAY!! YOU CAN’T TAKE HIM AWAY! YOU CAN’T TAKE HIM TO THAT ROOM!! HE WILL DIE!! HE CAN’T STAND THE COLD THAT MUCH!! DO YOU HEAR ME?? YOU WANNA KILL HIM???!!
The doctor ordered two nurses to hold Kazuya while taking Jin away, but Kazuya went hysterical on them and started pushing them away fighting them, so one of the nurses injected him with an injection that made him loosen up after a minute and lose his balance.
Kazuya: *mumbling* please don’t take him away from me….please….
And Kazuya was out sleeping soundlessly….the doctor decided to call for a psychiatric to check on Kazuya’s mental state since he didn’t make sense at all and he thought he needed one to support him right now….especially when the doctor knew that there is definitely a relation between those two….which shocked the doctor who heard Kazuya talking to the dead Jin telling him about them....how what their parents think doesn’t matter to them….to him…..that they are meant to be together….it doesn’t matter if they were cousins or not…..they were lovers…….he thought he truly needed a psychiatric …..because….this whole thing is very messed up….he thought.
Kazuya woke up while checking his surroundings knowing that this doesn’t look familiar. He was glad he was finally awake from the nightmare, but shocked to see the place. He thought maybe he got sick again and Jin brought him to the hospital. But a nurse was in the room gone to call for someone as he saw a doctor coming to his room approaching his bed. He signed in relief noticing that the doctor is someone new….A face he never saw before….so he finally woke up from his nightmare….
????: How are you feeling Kazuya?
Kazuya: I’m fine! Where is Jin?
????: Where do you think he is?
Kazuya: Waiting outside for me till you do a check up on me?
????: And why are you having a check up?
Kazuya: I probably got sick again, right?
????: Let me introduce myself first Kazuya! I’m Peter, a Psychiatric!
Kazuya: Psychiatric??!
Peter: Yeah…do you know what psychiatric are for?
Kazuya: *shakes his head*
Peter: They treat patients who have mental problems!
Kazuya: Huh? Then, why are you here?
Peter: Don’t you remember what happened?
Kazuya: What happened?
Peter: First, talk to me about Jin!
Kazuya: Why?
Peter: what is your relation with him?
Kazuya: He’s my boyfriend!
Peter: Boyfriend? Aren’t you cousins?
Kazuya: Yes
Peter: You’re cousins and boyfriends?
Kazuya: *sighs in annoyance* will you call Jin here please?
Peter: Why? Where is Jin?
Kazuya: Do you have a problem in your head??! He’s outside, isn’t he? You know, you’re the one who needs some help for your mental state!
Peter: Don’t you remember the accident?
Kazuya froze on the mention of the accident…his heart beat started to race crazily…his face went pale….he felt sick in the stomach…..
Kazuya: *trembling* w-w-w-what….a-accident?
Peter: I think you know what accident I mean!
Kazuya: Stop playing stupid tricks!!
Peter: What accident did you remember just now??
Kazuya: *yelling* It’s a nightmare!! It can’t be true!!
Peter: What if it was?
Kazuya: Where is Jin??
Peter: You know where he is, don’t you?
Kazuya: NO!! You’re lying! You’re trying to make me crazy!!
Peter: Where is he Kazuya?
Kazuya: *breathes heavily* Shut up!! JIN!!!
Peter: He’s not here!
Kazuya: NO!! You don’t understand!! He would never leave me!!
Peter: He didn’t….it was something he couldn’t control!
Kazuya: NO!! He can’t leave me!! He won’t!! *cries*
Peter: Sorry Kazuya, but sometimes destiny has different plans for you.
Kazuya: *screaming loudly* NO!! HE PROMISED!! HE WILL NEVER LEAVE ME!! I WANT JIN!!
Peter: Calm down Kazuya! Your p-
But Kazuya didn’t wait to hear anything. He left the bed in a hurry and ran away from the room freaking out when he saw everyone started to look at him. He gasped when he saw the familiar doctor who was operating on Jin. He let out his sobs and cries. He kept running in search for that soulless room where it holds all the dead bodies. He needed to find Jin soon. Nurses were running after him, but it only made him run faster. But then he froze…..Shock and surprise was written all over his face. His parents and Jin parents came out from a room crying. They were as surprised as he was looking at him in shock; however, they didn’t have the time to approach him because nurses caught up to him holding him.
Kazuya: *screams while struggles* LET ME GO!! LET GOOO!!!
Naomi: Kazuya! *trying to approach him*
Kazuya: *looks at her with a piercing eyes* STAY AWAY FROM ME!! YOU!! IT’S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!! ALL OF YOU THAT THIS HAPPENED!! *sobs* ALL OF YOU SHOULD DIE AND GO TO HELL!!
Naomi: *cries* but we love you both! We never wished for this to happen!
Kazuya: *falls on his knees* it’s because of you…..you all….you never wished for our happiness….you would always interfere in some way or another…..it’s…*grabbing his hair in frustration*…because of me……I didn’t turn around! Why didn’t I turn around sooner?? God is punishing me for saying those awful words…..I didn’t mean them…..I hate you all….I never heard any of your words……I never cared….I….but I hurt him…..Jin is hurt because of me…..I changed…..I don’t know how to go back….I….I want Jin!! Please…..let me go…..I need to see him…..
Hiromi: *cries while looking at the nurses* let him go please! You can’t treat someone like this!
Naomi: Let go of my son!!
One of the nurses: We can’t! The doctor told us to take him back to his room.
Hitoshi: Where is that doctor?? How could he treat my son like this??
Reyoma: We’re going to sue you all!
They talked to the doctor and Kazuya was finally released from the nurses’ grip. He went inside the room to see Jin covered with a white sheet. He removed the sheet from his face and noticed how pale his lover is. He was pale and white almost like the sheet. There was no color in his face, no color on his lips. He was colorless and Kazuya felt how soulless he was. He broke down on his knees crying his heart out like a baby screaming out his cries letting out harsh sobs.
Kazuya: This was not meant to happen….it wasn’t supposed to be like this….Jin….I’m sorry….it’s all my fault….I should’ve gone with you without any fight……I shouldn’t say those words…..we are meant to be….always…..forever……even in our next life……we are definitely meant to be Jin…..you’re my everything……you can’t just leave me…….you could at least take me with you…..I can’t be without you…..I-I….can’t….
His parents and Jin’s parents were looking at Kazuya pitifully. They never saw Kazuya cry that much, never in their life. They thought it couldn’t be worse after what happened, but they were wrong because Kazuya was talking to Jin, touching his cheeks in a soothing manner as if he was talking to a baby. It broke their heart to see him like that. It broke their heart to see Jin like that.
What shocked them the most is when Kazuya started smiling looking like a crazy person talking to Jin as if he was there and awake?
Kazuya: I knew it! I knew you wouldn’t leave me Jin! I know you after all! Don’t scare me like that again please! *hugs Jin*
Jin: Sorry babe, but you know that I will never leave you.
The doctor came and talked to Kazuya, but the latter didn’t hear a single word nor did he reply back or look at the doctor. His parents started to call him, but he didn’t reply to them at all. They started to get worried. The doctor told them that he did all that to prevent Kazuya from seeing Jin again because he thinks it was a huge shock to him that could lead him to a mental disorder. Kazuya’s parents were worried especially because Kazuya had a history in that area when he was separated from Jin. They tried to hold Kazuya, but the latter pushed them away still talking to Jin. The doctor looked at them and he knew they were shocked. He told them that he has to separate him from Jin; therefore, he brought the nurses who started to hold Kazuya, but Kazuya acted wildly.
Kazuya: NO!! YOU CAN’T TAKE ME AWAY FROM HIM!! NO PLEASE!! PLEASE LET GO OF ME!! HE NEEDS ME WITH HIM!! I NEED TO BE WITH HIM!! PLEASE LET ME GO!! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND TH-
Doctor: Sorry Kazuya, but you need to go to your room!
Kazuya: NO!! NO!! MOM!! DAD!! PLEASE DON’T LET THEM TAKE ME AWAY FROM JIN!! PLEASE…NOT AGAIN PLEASE!! UNCLE!! AUNT!!! PLEASE ASK THEM TO LET ME GO!! I CAN’T STAY AWAY FROM HIM!! PLEASE!! HE NEEDS ME!! I CAN’T LEAVE HIM ALONE LIKE THIS!! THEY’RE TRYING TO KILL HIM!! *the doctor put the white sheet on Jin’s face*DON’T TOUCH YOU SCUM!!! HE WON’T BE ABLE TO BREATHE LIKE THAT!! NO!! *he was taken away from the room* NO!! TAKE ME BACK!! LET GO OF ME YOU PIECE OF SHIT!! I’M GOING TO KILL YOU!! LET ME GO!! I’M GOING TO KILL ALL OF YOU!! I HATE YOU KAMENASHI AND AKANISHI!! YOU DESERVE TO BE KILLED!! YOU KEEP INTERFERING BETWEEN US!! I HATE YOU ALL!! I…hate…you…all….
He lost consciousness and was taken back to his room. His parents were crying seeing how in bad shape Kazuya was, but tried to assure themselves that it was due to the shock of losing Jin. The psychiatric Peter asked to meet them and asked them so many questions, private questions about almost everything that is related to Kazuya and Jin. They told them the whole story and finally reached to the last part.
Reyoma: We were searching for them! We never thought that they would run away that fast!
Hiromi: We went to Kazuya’s house to tell them….
~ Flashback ~
Hitoshi/Naomi: *surprised* Jin woke up??
Hiromi: Yeah! And he came here…
Naomi: WHEN??
Hiromi: Yesterday early I think?
Naomi: *scared* Where is he?
Reyoma: We don’t know, we thought he would be here already!
Naomi: OMG!
Hiromi: Naomi?
Hitoshi: Kazuya didn’t come back since yesterday
Hiromi: Do you think he’s with Jin?
Naomi: I’m sure he is! Shit! Did they run away together?
Reyoma: I don’t think so I mean they wouldn’t in this count- *he froze when he thought about it*
Hiromi: We need to find them!
Naomi: *covering her face with her hands* I’m tired from this! I can’t go on like this anymore!
Hiromi: That’s why we came here…Me and Reyoma made a decision!
Hitoshi: What?
Reyoma: We no longer object of their relation! I can’t lose my son again!
Naomi: Really?
Hiromi: Yeah! I don’t care what other people will think…I just want them to be happy…I want our family to go back like it used to be!
Naomi: *sighs* Kazuya changed a lot Hiromi
Hiromi: Believe me; once he knows that they are accepted by us, they will be happy and go back like the old days!
Hitoshi: *looking away thinking* He hates us
Naomi: Yeah…he even called me bitch…
Reyoma: Let’s find them and tell them about our decision!
Naomi: Yeah and go back home!
Hitoshi: Let’s call private detectives!
Hiromi: Yeah!
Naomi: Kazuya’s papers, cards and passport are all with us! He won’t be able to go far away!
Reyoma: That’s good!
~ End of flashback ~
Peter: Did they know that you agreed to their relation?
Naomi: *sobs* no! We couldn’t find them anywhere!
Hiromi: We were so late…..we will never go back to the old days again!
Peter: Let’s hope at least you will get one of them back!
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~After 1 month, mental institution~
Peter: How are you feeling today Kazuya?
Kazuya: *pouts* I’m not fine! Did you see Jin? He went out and didn’t come back yet!
Peter: *sighs while writing* No, I didn’t! So, did you b-
Kazuya: *grins wildly while looking at the door* Jin!! Where did you go??
Jin: *approaching Kazuya from the other side sitting on the bed* Sorry babe, I went to buy chocolate! *grins*
Kazuya: *pouts* why didn’t you tell me? I would have asked you to bring me orange juice!
Jin: I will get it for you babe!
Kazuya: *grab Jin’s hand* no, there is no need….Later!
Peter: Kazuya!
Jin: *gets close to Kazuya’s ears* babe, you look hot showing off your shoulder like that! *winks*
Kazuya: *chuckles* then I won’t adjust my clothes!
Peter: *louder* Kazuya!
Jin: Good cause I’m planning to rip them off slowly! *smirks*
Kazuya: *giggles* show me what you got tiger!
Peter: Kazuya! Jin isn’t going anywhere, so will you focus with me?
Jin: *sticks out his tongue* stupid doctor!!
Kazuya: Later Dr. Peter! I have some quality time to spend with my boyfriend!
Peter sighs while leaving Kazuya’s room. He went to his office and threw Kazuya’s file on the table with annoyance where a page was opened. He needs to send Kazuya’s file after couple of days…
On the table, Kazuya’s file was opened on Kazuya’s profile page….on it was written details about Kazuya like his age, his name, his hobbies and etc…..and under the mental state section was written…..Delusional……
In Kazuya’s room, he was sleeping on his bed, Jin’s arms wrapping around his waist…..Kazuya was sleeping soundlessly with a smile on his face……..he was happy…..
End of Forbidden Love
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Thanks to everyone who kept reading and commenting on this fic. I can't believe I finally finished writing this fic. As I told you previously, it's angst and won't have a happy ending. It was truly difficult to write this fic since each time it will make me end up crying...I hope it made you live with them and feel the frustration and the pain they had....Sorry if this chapter wasn't pleasing.....please don't kill me in your mind for it......Hope to hear your opinion about this chapter and the fic mainly.....Comments are <3