isn't it ironic? don't you think?
ok...my posting shall continue...Friday night: after services..we're all in dining room at Hillel, eating and stuff..and I was just really upset over alot of stuff. and i wasn't feeling well...so i was kinda moody. and i just wanted to be with Daniel. but i had to be at hillel. which sucked. so...i'm cleaning up the rec room from our service..those brats are back..and Becky comes in with the food (chips, soda, fruity snacks) for next week b/c she won't be there. i had totally forgotten this and it's like...fuck. i really hate it. but...what am i gonna do? i can't make her go. she always has plans on friday nights, so i feel bad a/b making her stay. but i don't feel like i should be the only one to stay. so i left after awhile. i was supposed to stay after the service and meal to do other stuff, but i had no heart for it, no patience. and i was like "fuck it. fuck them all". so me and elyse left and went back to brooks so i could change clothes. and then we went to thatcher so she could change. then we caught a bus (took FOREVER) into town so we could go to starbucks.
BTW--FATHER WINTER HAS ARRIVED. it snowed all of friday and when elyse and i left hillel...i was looking up into the sky, watching the snow come down on to me. i think that's my favorite part of winter. standing outside, watching the snow.
anyway--starbucks was cool. we were only there for a half an hour b/c it closes at 11..but we had fun anyway. maybe i'll go back there tomorrow. i could totally go for starbucks. we headed back to campus after that. got back to the dorm, drank some cokes and rum w/ everyone and then entertained debbie and paul in my room until almost 4 in the morning.
slept until 11:30...that was good sleep. i felt refreshed, rested, when i got up. unlike normally. i got some work done today...went into town with Jared (kid from hillel). ooo! i went to silverscape designs and finally spent my gift certificate from last year!! i bought really pretty garnet studs. they're really lovely. but i took them home and they look lighter...almost orange-y. not the deep red i saw in the store. i'll have to look at them again. more like coral...salmon colored...hmm...well..they're nice anyway, and expensive...so i'll wear them. maybe they'll look better on me.
anyway....spent the evening doing random things, including watching "american history x" with 4th floor people and talking to Daniel.
ooo! exciting news!! my friend Debbie (from comcol, who i set up with paul) knows Daniel!! Daniel, in his freshman year, lived in SW, on the compsci TAP floor. debbie was dating a guy, alex, who lived there, and alex knows the chrises, who are Daniel's best friends here. so she was telling me about them and what they used to do and about Daniel, before I knew him. i can't believe i've found people who know him and who i can talk to. it's really hard b/c my friends at home haven't met him; and even my friends here who *have* met him don't know him. so i'm at a loss of people to talk to about him.
well..it's after 3AM and i need to do 3 chem OWLs, study for anatomy, do hebrew and i'm supposed to do meals on wheels tomorrow, too. woohoo! full day! i'm excited.
BTW--FATHER WINTER HAS ARRIVED. it snowed all of friday and when elyse and i left hillel...i was looking up into the sky, watching the snow come down on to me. i think that's my favorite part of winter. standing outside, watching the snow.
anyway--starbucks was cool. we were only there for a half an hour b/c it closes at 11..but we had fun anyway. maybe i'll go back there tomorrow. i could totally go for starbucks. we headed back to campus after that. got back to the dorm, drank some cokes and rum w/ everyone and then entertained debbie and paul in my room until almost 4 in the morning.
slept until 11:30...that was good sleep. i felt refreshed, rested, when i got up. unlike normally. i got some work done today...went into town with Jared (kid from hillel). ooo! i went to silverscape designs and finally spent my gift certificate from last year!! i bought really pretty garnet studs. they're really lovely. but i took them home and they look lighter...almost orange-y. not the deep red i saw in the store. i'll have to look at them again. more like coral...salmon colored...hmm...well..they're nice anyway, and expensive...so i'll wear them. maybe they'll look better on me.
anyway....spent the evening doing random things, including watching "american history x" with 4th floor people and talking to Daniel.
ooo! exciting news!! my friend Debbie (from comcol, who i set up with paul) knows Daniel!! Daniel, in his freshman year, lived in SW, on the compsci TAP floor. debbie was dating a guy, alex, who lived there, and alex knows the chrises, who are Daniel's best friends here. so she was telling me about them and what they used to do and about Daniel, before I knew him. i can't believe i've found people who know him and who i can talk to. it's really hard b/c my friends at home haven't met him; and even my friends here who *have* met him don't know him. so i'm at a loss of people to talk to about him.
well..it's after 3AM and i need to do 3 chem OWLs, study for anatomy, do hebrew and i'm supposed to do meals on wheels tomorrow, too. woohoo! full day! i'm excited.