Nineteen Lotus Petals [failed private to self] [voice]

[chuugoku_monban]

-The breathing is steady... at first, anyways. When Meiling speaks, her voice lacks some of its usual luster.-

Sakuya... You weren't here very long. And in that time, I don't really think you were happy. You were right... everything is different here. It's hard to stay confident and smiling when you know that sort of thing. Usually you're the backbone of our family, but I guess... you let me see something else. And I realized that... I had to smile for you. And for the mistress. For everyone, really.

I'll make sure they're taken care of, Sakuya. Don't you worry about that. I know I haven't always been the most reliable. I sleep too much, I don't actively fight off intruders, I let my emotions get the best of me... I'm very flawed. I know this. But... believe in me just this once, okay? I'll take care of things until you get back. So that when you arrive... you won't have to worry anymore. So that you can smile too...

-There's a long sigh before she turns off the feed.-

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