♫ Track #013 [Accidental Video]

[singerinpink]

[It isn't hard to guess this post is accidental. The owner of the guide obviously activated the video feed while trying to open another application.]

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[bitterblond]

[Okay. Fine. Maybe he feels a little bad for arguing on Valentine's day, even though he thinks it's a stupid holiday. He knows you don't think it's a stupid holiday, because you're stupid like that.

Anyway, he's going to ~patiently~ stand behind you until the verbal abuse ends when you notice his presence.

...

...

Ahem.]

You almost done?

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[singerinpink]

[Why does everyone think this is about Valentine's? He didn't expect anything form you - maybe a lunch together, nothing more. It's the room problem that bothers him.

He doesn't look at you, although your voice makes him shiver. He's in stubborn mode and if he looks up, he'll lose quickly.]

No. [So he goes back to his ice-cream. There's still half a bowl left, can't you see?]

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[bitterblond]

[You get upset so easily, it's hard for him to figure out why most of the time.]

I wasn't talking about the ice cream. [Just stays standing behind you, eyes boring into the back of your heeead.]

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[singerinpink]

[So much attention you were paying to the argument.

His hold on the spoon tightens, and the tears are out again.]

Be more clear then. It's so freaking difficult to get you! *sob*

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[bitterblond]

[Excuse him for misunderstanding.]

You're the one who's being unclear. [Staring at the tears now.]

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[singerinpink]

[He looks up to glare at you - big mistake. He's now fully crying, a big ball of wobbling.]

WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY! I thought we were working together in being normal and you only keep leaving me alone!

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[bitterblond]

How can I leave you alone when you don't leave me alone? And in case you haven't noticed, normal went out the fucking porthole.

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[singerinpink]

JUST BECAUSE THE WALLS CHANGED IT DOESN'T MEAN WE MUST STOP BEING "US"! [He turns around, standing on the chair on his knees and grabbing the back of the seat with trembling hands. He's still crying.] I gave you space like you wanted! But days pass and if I don't go to you, I won't hear from you at all! If my boyfriend is upset he should come to me for help! How do you think I was here when I arrived, ALONE!?

*sob* I have lots of space there for you... no roomates so more of your dear silence and... *sniff* a couch and even a freaking cat you can feed... *sooooob* Why don't you want to be with me...

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[bitterblond]

[There it is again. The fact that you've been here without him. A fact he can't seem to wrap his mind around, no matter how many days go by... Reaching out to wipe away some of those tears.]

I came to see you now, didn't I? Just because I don't want to move in with you doesn't mean I don't want to be with you.

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[singerinpink]

[Do you think he enjoyed sleeping alone? His bedroom felt- still feels so cold. Why can't you stop thinking about it and enjoy being together again? A bit of smile start forming on his lips - aww, you do want to be with him. He still feels like shit though. Let's ask your favorite question!]

Then why...! [His hand covers yours and his face turns a bit to nuzzle it. You're real and you're there and he needs you.] Talk to me...

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[bitterblond]

[He doesn't enjoy sleeping in an empty bed either, to be honest. But in case you haven't met your boyfriend, he has a hard time not thinking about the past, or in this case the very recent past of yours that he was not a part of. Nnngh that question. You wanna know why?]

It would feel wrong to kick you out of your own apartment when you get on my nerves.

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[singerinpink]

[You were on his mind all the time, believe it. Never once he doubted to stop being "taken", never once he lost hope you would come one day - even if that idea made him really depressed. If you're that worried and/or curious, you should just ask. Shuuichi will tell you everything you want.

He frowns and tries to pout- tries being the key word here. He can't help but keep that little bit of a smile, this was the routine he was sed to. Their normality.] Liar, you wouldn't feel guilty at all.

[The hand on yours closes and squeezes.] But it will be our place, no matter what the papers say. Just like the apartment in Earth was ours even if you bought it. And I'll add your name to it as soon as it becomes possible, and I'll give you space when you need it... I did it this past week, didn't I? I'm learning. But we must learnt together. I can't do this without you...

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[bitterblond]

[He trusts you to be faithful, believe it or not. And he doesn't have to ask about anything, you'll just tell him on your own. What's really bothering him... Well. You'll find out eventually.

He was used to getting yelled at for remarks like that, so this subdued response is kinda throwing him off. Just looking at his own hand in yours, before taking it away. No touchy.]

Now you're the liar. You've been doing just fine without me.

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[singerinpink]

[But eventually is too far awaaaaay! Well, yes, not yelling now. He's very desperate and wants you back. He really is trying hard!

When your hand leaves, his bit of smile goes away too, leaving a very hurt expression. He shakes his head and start crying again.]

I just kept myself distracted! But every time I went back to my lonely room... *sob* Every time I heard a love song, I... [Hides his face on his hands and cries harder.] I need you so much... so much... Christmas was just horrible! Alcohol wasn't stronger than my heart...

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[bitterblond]

[GAH STOP WITH THE TEARS, HE CAN'T TAKE THEM ANYMORE. Forcing you to look up at him.] All right, that's enough. ... I'll move in with you.

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[singerinpink]

[What is he supposed to do, laugh?! You just pretty much accused him of not needing you! When you know he can't live without you! And now you're making him look up so you can keep insult-

Wait. What.]