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[gargamellon]

I feel like my spine is growing out of my butt. Standing or walking requires me to shift my upper body weight onto one of my hips, and alternate as necessary. I walk with a cane. Things hurt tremendously. I feel embarrassed to be around people and make fun of myself before they can make fun of me.

I'm sad, but it good spirits?

Orthopedic surgeon appointment on Tuesday. Hope for the best, expect the worst. Party in the meantime.