::pouts::

[garfieldpaws]

man jason is all the way in fuckin miami.i miss him so much and he wants to move there and i told him that i would support his decision but that doesnt mean that i wont be mad if he chooses to stay in miami.the only reason i am supporting his decision is because i noe he has a child in miami and he needs to be there for him. my mom told me today that my world revolves around him and that he is all i ever think about......its true and i hate it cuz it makes me seem like ......iono i dont like love. it hurts.....but i cant really say that cuz i havent yet been hurt but it is starting to hurt because now if he moves there i wont be able to see him unless he comes to visit me.he is all i have thought about in the last 4 days it sux cuz i need to get out more.i cant sleep cuz he stays in my mind 24/7 and to sleep my mind needs to be clear.god i hate life.but i love jason.......um......that was very......um........interesting.....i guess
well i guess thats all i have to say......oh wait one more thing......jason i love you
love,
amanda