May 2 2017 diary entry, "How to live with a bipolar"?
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I CAN"T GO WRONG WITH THIS!!!!
Dawn
but i tried to help my family my poor mamma I loved her so much and did all I could to save her without loosing myself and I failed but in another way I was sitting at her bedside and it felt like the whole world -time and thought came to an end and it was just me and my mom the two of us after all we had been through all the times bad and good didn't matter anymore it was us two stars shinning
Dawn
I never believed or I stopped believing in anything but when her soul left her body I saw it, I was there for that, and before that her and I achieved a true state of love, that oneness and she told me how she saw me, "You are a mother hen Donna you always have been"
she said sweet real and true spoke through her and she was god and god was her and me all at one time, she shone like the sun and the whole earth and all it's creatures felt her leave
i saw some thing I can't describe but she was taken carefully at first she didn't know where she was, but I saw this wif of something like smoke but different and they all went through the wall
Dawn
then I looked at the others in the room and told them "She's gone", they didn't believe me and when I said that we all looked at her and then her breath was a quick release and they said "Yes". I stayed a long time with my dad and my mothers body, we just sat there it was like we didn't want to leave her we loved her so much