Apr 16, 2016 22:58
I finally went to see my doctor, I told her that I couldn't keep using marijuana it's effective but too expensive and my body was in bad bad shape, I couldn't seem to find the stamina to do any of the yoga or pilates I was doing, she said I have depression and arthitis, I took a test for depression. I don't want to fool myself anymore this body is in pain alot and maybe partly the cause of my depression. It's hard to feel crappy all the time, but now with this new medication it is helping, who knows what it will do but for now I could go all day and not be in excuriating pain.
I visited dad most everyday this week and took a week off in bettween his next visit to the hosptial, he's back yesterday in the home and he is eating better, getting his strength back, he was pretty alert when I visited him today.
I said my goodbyes and off we are going for a week.