Love, Life & Friends
Love
I am have been loved and loved in return. Last week after a month of the worst pain and heart broken sorrow I decided love is to painful an emotion to bare if it is not returned. I have spoken to Cat and told her that I love her and wish her well in the future and that if can not have love then I do not want to lose her friendship. I wish her well in her business and hope she one day returns in my life if not as my lover than as my friend.
Life
Well life moves on and it is time to start rebuilding mine. All the plans I have are now buried and new ones a foot. I have joined the Norwich lovies and I am rehearsing for a play with Crude Apache, its called Erosia and modern day play which pits the state against revolutionaries all set to Shakespearian style verse. Its very good and hope you all come to see it in Feb. I like my job even if we are a little hard pushed due to staff shortages so I have decided when I sell my house I will rent for while in Norwich. Other options are I get a job in London and move to Ilford. I have also been offered something in Birmingham and have to consider that. But I do not need to make that choice just yet so I will wait until I have sold the house.
Friends
If the last month has taught me anything it is that friendship is what makes the world go round. Thanks to Mark for being there when it went very pearshapped. Shockley I love you mate, you understand me more than most. Womble for being a great friend, for being there, not judging, rugby, beer and games. Liam thanks for helping me find Norwich and Crude Apache and for being there. H thanks for the food, being a mate and for zombies. Helen thanks for "Tainted Love", for Ilford, B-Movie and for being you. Simon and Juliet thanks for B-Movie, Music and friendship. JFS thanks for Planet Angel, Trance, Dance and for helping me find a happy place again, your a wonderful man and a great friend. To everyone else who has said kind things, not judged, taken sides or sent hugs I thank you too.
I am have been loved and loved in return. Last week after a month of the worst pain and heart broken sorrow I decided love is to painful an emotion to bare if it is not returned. I have spoken to Cat and told her that I love her and wish her well in the future and that if can not have love then I do not want to lose her friendship. I wish her well in her business and hope she one day returns in my life if not as my lover than as my friend.
Life
Well life moves on and it is time to start rebuilding mine. All the plans I have are now buried and new ones a foot. I have joined the Norwich lovies and I am rehearsing for a play with Crude Apache, its called Erosia and modern day play which pits the state against revolutionaries all set to Shakespearian style verse. Its very good and hope you all come to see it in Feb. I like my job even if we are a little hard pushed due to staff shortages so I have decided when I sell my house I will rent for while in Norwich. Other options are I get a job in London and move to Ilford. I have also been offered something in Birmingham and have to consider that. But I do not need to make that choice just yet so I will wait until I have sold the house.
Friends
If the last month has taught me anything it is that friendship is what makes the world go round. Thanks to Mark for being there when it went very pearshapped. Shockley I love you mate, you understand me more than most. Womble for being a great friend, for being there, not judging, rugby, beer and games. Liam thanks for helping me find Norwich and Crude Apache and for being there. H thanks for the food, being a mate and for zombies. Helen thanks for "Tainted Love", for Ilford, B-Movie and for being you. Simon and Juliet thanks for B-Movie, Music and friendship. JFS thanks for Planet Angel, Trance, Dance and for helping me find a happy place again, your a wonderful man and a great friend. To everyone else who has said kind things, not judged, taken sides or sent hugs I thank you too.