Pincer attack
Total devotion to anything requires sacrifice. In my case, I tried to devote myself totally to my MMORPG this time round. And I'm facing a lot of problems.
1. MUM AGGRO: The Mum monster spawns everyday at 1am and screams for me to shut the comp off. It is irritating, unbearable and horrible.
2. SELF-OWN: Sitting in front of the computer everyday with a measly 2 hours of exercise every morning cannot possibly train me up for army.
3. PARTY-OWN: Setting up a functional party without a power-leveller is hard enough. Getting them to start fighting and assembled is worse.
4. NOOB EQUIP: No money to buy good equip, no time to farm good money, no time to play.
5. GUILT: If i give up this damn game the third time round (I have already restarted 3 times), I will feel horrible and might never touch an MMORPG again. It is insanely frustrating to want to do something but not have any power to commit to the cause.
I'm torn between mad-rushing to my goal or giving it up altogether. Is it stupid to achieve something in another virtual world? Does it have any value whatsoever? If it is such a waste of time, why am I doing it? I don't know. I feel horrible everytime I think of myself not being able to achieve the AF.
I only have 24 hours (just enough for one life), but now I'm trying to live two. Should I just give up on it all?
1. MUM AGGRO: The Mum monster spawns everyday at 1am and screams for me to shut the comp off. It is irritating, unbearable and horrible.
2. SELF-OWN: Sitting in front of the computer everyday with a measly 2 hours of exercise every morning cannot possibly train me up for army.
3. PARTY-OWN: Setting up a functional party without a power-leveller is hard enough. Getting them to start fighting and assembled is worse.
4. NOOB EQUIP: No money to buy good equip, no time to farm good money, no time to play.
5. GUILT: If i give up this damn game the third time round (I have already restarted 3 times), I will feel horrible and might never touch an MMORPG again. It is insanely frustrating to want to do something but not have any power to commit to the cause.
I'm torn between mad-rushing to my goal or giving it up altogether. Is it stupid to achieve something in another virtual world? Does it have any value whatsoever? If it is such a waste of time, why am I doing it? I don't know. I feel horrible everytime I think of myself not being able to achieve the AF.
I only have 24 hours (just enough for one life), but now I'm trying to live two. Should I just give up on it all?