May 01, 2006 23:05
That's the number of days left before rebirth. I wonder though. Will it truly be as amazing as it seemed to me when I was feeling at my worst?
I realized after this one year that freedom matters most to me. I like to do what I want to do, and for that reason, I must seek out financial freedom. It's been controlling me for too long, that threat of not being given enough money to indulge in the world's hedonistic pleasures. Therefore I swore today that by 21 I would live under my own shelter and under my own funding. And we'll take the problems from there. I'm willing to devote my life to attaining that freedom. Being a dependent really disgusts me.