ME-day

Jun 24, 2005 19:12

I love the days I go to therapy. I have deemed them my "ME"-days. My therapist's office is in the Village, so before and after my appointment (because I love the Village) I window shop and spend time at my favorite coffee shop. I usually order a peanut butter mocha or an old-fashioned bottle of Pepsi and enjoy a book or write in my journal. Today a friend from school (she graduated a couple of years ago) stopped by the same cafe. We updated, talked about foreign films (which is something I really want to start being a conosieur (sic) of), and our passion for design.

Therapy went great. I really like my therapist. She's easy to talk to, engaging, empathic, nonjudgmental, and gives great insight and advice. I hope I'll be able to afford her once my student insurance expires.

I can't blame myself for other people's judgment of me. You either like me or you don't - that's your own problem, not mine. If you're going to gossip about me with your friends and analyze every little thing I do or say, I can't stop you ... but I can thank you for making me the center of your universe.

I am a Drama Queen. I will fullheartedly and proudly admit to it. Everything I do is big and over the top - good and bad. When I'm happy, it's big. When I'm angry, it's big. When I'm sad, it' big. I can learn how to tame my emotions, but I'm not going to make apologies for my personality. Not any more. Like I said, you either love me or hate me. So, if you're going to hate me, please do it right. ;0) Same with if you're going to love me.

Over and out, scouts!
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