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well. to start off, i'm sick with death right now. and like all sick ppl:
remember when i was sick with death two years ago during christmas and was hospitalized for 4 days? i have the same thing, but this time i am allowed to go home until tuesday cuz it wont be until tuesday until i can see the flippin doctor whom i need to see. isnt that total bullshit? ive been sick since last tuesday but i didn't get the death, ER-style symptoms until friday night. then, i was at the hospital from 8pm til 530am while the doctors did the exact same thing they did last time i had this sickness: "hmm.. i dunno. ive never seen anything like this... ill get my supervisor" SO - they finally realize i have to come back when a qualified specialist can be there... not until tuesday. they send me home with pain meds and yea... im supposed to just eat, sleep, rest until tuesday. c'est bullshit.
as far as i understood from last time i was sick with this, i just had Mono but with REALLY rare and extremely weird symptoms. however, they said if these syptoms reoccur, i might have something more serious - like some problem with my immune system. sounds amazing, no? anyways, dont you fret and dont you frown. all they've told me so far is its not life-threatening. im not in alot of pain right now, esp with lots of pain meds. and after tuesday, i might get a better idea of wtf is wrong with my body.
the last infuriating part about this is that they lost my records from the last time i was sick. they dont even have a file that i had been hospitalized at all! so there is no official report to look at about my previous diagnosis (or lack thereof) and what med's they gave me to cure me at least temporarily of my symptoms. silly doctors, trying to ruin my life.
anyways, im bored now so i do the only thing logical for a sick person tto do with a live journal. i TAG (only bc i was tagged myself) and i QUIZ:
The first player of this game starts with "six weird things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their six weird habits/things as well and state this rule clearly. In the end you need to choose the six people to be tagged and list their names.
1. when driving, i put my index and third finger parallel on my lips like im inhaling a cigarette (not bc i smoke - i dont - but bc my hands are always really cold and it feels good against my permanenetly chapped lips.)
2. i can't finish a book for the life of me. i must have read at least 20 books to the last 50 pages in the past year and only actually finished reading 10.
3. i have 2 boxes full of makeup but the ony things i actually wear is occaisonal blush, rarely concealer, eyeliner, and mascara.
4. there is a spoon which i refuse to use bc we used it to scoop out a dead pet fish from its tank in the past... but really thats not bad. i mean it is just fish. we eat fish all the time. ive probably eaten fish with a spoon before too, but somehow this one spoon is entirely tainted.
5. clipping the nails of my ring fingers makes me freak out cuz it both tickles and hurts.
6. so im out of ideas, in case u couldnt figure it out after that last one i mentioned. so, procrastination? does that count? its a habit of mine and it often gets me into a mtn of dingleberries.
i TAG: anyone. i dont care. i just dont want to call anyone out who hates these things.
FUCK - quizzes didnt work. one was a luckiness test. ironic since these tests didnt work, i got 69% - which some might mean to prove im romantically lucky which right now isnt so true, also if i was lucky i wouldnt have Mono twice, the same illness twice, and wouldnt have lost my health records from last time
ok...
im ending all this. im gonna go watch a movie called Full Moon High with my dad. its a teenage wherewolf movie. classic, no?
remember when i was sick with death two years ago during christmas and was hospitalized for 4 days? i have the same thing, but this time i am allowed to go home until tuesday cuz it wont be until tuesday until i can see the flippin doctor whom i need to see. isnt that total bullshit? ive been sick since last tuesday but i didn't get the death, ER-style symptoms until friday night. then, i was at the hospital from 8pm til 530am while the doctors did the exact same thing they did last time i had this sickness: "hmm.. i dunno. ive never seen anything like this... ill get my supervisor" SO - they finally realize i have to come back when a qualified specialist can be there... not until tuesday. they send me home with pain meds and yea... im supposed to just eat, sleep, rest until tuesday. c'est bullshit.
as far as i understood from last time i was sick with this, i just had Mono but with REALLY rare and extremely weird symptoms. however, they said if these syptoms reoccur, i might have something more serious - like some problem with my immune system. sounds amazing, no? anyways, dont you fret and dont you frown. all they've told me so far is its not life-threatening. im not in alot of pain right now, esp with lots of pain meds. and after tuesday, i might get a better idea of wtf is wrong with my body.
the last infuriating part about this is that they lost my records from the last time i was sick. they dont even have a file that i had been hospitalized at all! so there is no official report to look at about my previous diagnosis (or lack thereof) and what med's they gave me to cure me at least temporarily of my symptoms. silly doctors, trying to ruin my life.
anyways, im bored now so i do the only thing logical for a sick person tto do with a live journal. i TAG (only bc i was tagged myself) and i QUIZ:
The first player of this game starts with "six weird things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their six weird habits/things as well and state this rule clearly. In the end you need to choose the six people to be tagged and list their names.
1. when driving, i put my index and third finger parallel on my lips like im inhaling a cigarette (not bc i smoke - i dont - but bc my hands are always really cold and it feels good against my permanenetly chapped lips.)
2. i can't finish a book for the life of me. i must have read at least 20 books to the last 50 pages in the past year and only actually finished reading 10.
3. i have 2 boxes full of makeup but the ony things i actually wear is occaisonal blush, rarely concealer, eyeliner, and mascara.
4. there is a spoon which i refuse to use bc we used it to scoop out a dead pet fish from its tank in the past... but really thats not bad. i mean it is just fish. we eat fish all the time. ive probably eaten fish with a spoon before too, but somehow this one spoon is entirely tainted.
5. clipping the nails of my ring fingers makes me freak out cuz it both tickles and hurts.
6. so im out of ideas, in case u couldnt figure it out after that last one i mentioned. so, procrastination? does that count? its a habit of mine and it often gets me into a mtn of dingleberries.
i TAG: anyone. i dont care. i just dont want to call anyone out who hates these things.
FUCK - quizzes didnt work. one was a luckiness test. ironic since these tests didnt work, i got 69% - which some might mean to prove im romantically lucky which right now isnt so true, also if i was lucky i wouldnt have Mono twice, the same illness twice, and wouldnt have lost my health records from last time
ok...
im ending all this. im gonna go watch a movie called Full Moon High with my dad. its a teenage wherewolf movie. classic, no?