radio silence
seems i've disconnected from LJ for a bit. it's not that i don't have anything to say..., quite the contrary. it's just that i seem to have so little time. right now, for instance, with each second that passes by, i'm getting later and later to work. so do i keep writing, like i want to, or do i jump in the shower so that i'm presentable at work, which is my obligation. well, since i'm an adult, i'll split the difference and be a bit later than i want to be, but in the end will not affect my livelihood. ;)
anyway... while i didn't log in to post that drivel, i did log in to post this drivel....
sometimes i wish i had a poker face. it's hard to wear my emotions on my sleeve. there are times when i just want to keep what's going on with me to myself. today for instance. i'm feeling sad. and i'd rather that not everyone be able to see that at a glance. i'd prefer to just keep my sadness to myself.
actually, now that i think about it, perhaps it's not my emotions i don't want people to see. maybe it's more that i want others to control their reactions to my emotions. it would be helpful if people see that i'm sad and then kind of leave me alone to my thoughts, rather than ask me what's going on. hahahaha since i can't really control other people's behavior, wish me luck!
(and yes, i know, if ppl are asking me what's wrong, then at least i have people who care about what's going on with me. i'd just like to be quiet for a bit.)
and now that i've babbled on about being sad and i'm sure made everyone wonder what the hell's going on..., it's really no big deal. my friends were visiting from greece and last night was the last time i'll see them for months and months, perhaps even a year. :( i miss them already.
anyway... while i didn't log in to post that drivel, i did log in to post this drivel....
sometimes i wish i had a poker face. it's hard to wear my emotions on my sleeve. there are times when i just want to keep what's going on with me to myself. today for instance. i'm feeling sad. and i'd rather that not everyone be able to see that at a glance. i'd prefer to just keep my sadness to myself.
actually, now that i think about it, perhaps it's not my emotions i don't want people to see. maybe it's more that i want others to control their reactions to my emotions. it would be helpful if people see that i'm sad and then kind of leave me alone to my thoughts, rather than ask me what's going on. hahahaha since i can't really control other people's behavior, wish me luck!
(and yes, i know, if ppl are asking me what's wrong, then at least i have people who care about what's going on with me. i'd just like to be quiet for a bit.)
and now that i've babbled on about being sad and i'm sure made everyone wonder what the hell's going on..., it's really no big deal. my friends were visiting from greece and last night was the last time i'll see them for months and months, perhaps even a year. :( i miss them already.