I really wish my name was Dotty.
I awoke early this morning to the sound of a cheerful brother's voice, "Happy Holiday!" Yeah, rave on, pothead.
So I guess Melanie is 16 today. And I guess she got high at 1 am last night. And I guess she did it with 3 older guys who she met like two months ago. And, sure, she had to sleep in the closet and lie to her dad but it was fun and safe, right?????
Regardless of that whole fiasco, My best friend is sixteen!!! I miss her. In all ways that a person can be missed.
I keep getting these awful sensations that something is crawling on me and I can't help but wonder if it symbolizes a secret lurking and creeping around my life.
Right now I feel hunger, boredom, and straight-up love. I'm really happy but I like it most when he's within reach. He could be gone 4 minutes and return and I would still miss him. It's reached a gross scale.
I suppose I'm drinking alot. not a lot, but every weekend.
New Years Resolutions I Haven't Lived Up To:
Smoke a little less
be self-fulfilling
ab lounge.
clean up blasphemies
saying "up Yours"
giving some "unsuspecting mother fucker" a ciscilian bowtie.
END.
Okay, I hope no crazy bitches are headed your way like one is--- coming in my direction.
So I guess Melanie is 16 today. And I guess she got high at 1 am last night. And I guess she did it with 3 older guys who she met like two months ago. And, sure, she had to sleep in the closet and lie to her dad but it was fun and safe, right?????
Regardless of that whole fiasco, My best friend is sixteen!!! I miss her. In all ways that a person can be missed.
I keep getting these awful sensations that something is crawling on me and I can't help but wonder if it symbolizes a secret lurking and creeping around my life.
Right now I feel hunger, boredom, and straight-up love. I'm really happy but I like it most when he's within reach. He could be gone 4 minutes and return and I would still miss him. It's reached a gross scale.
I suppose I'm drinking alot. not a lot, but every weekend.
New Years Resolutions I Haven't Lived Up To:
Smoke a little less
be self-fulfilling
ab lounge.
clean up blasphemies
saying "up Yours"
giving some "unsuspecting mother fucker" a ciscilian bowtie.
END.
Okay, I hope no crazy bitches are headed your way like one is--- coming in my direction.