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I feel generally lonely at this very moment.
I shouldn't; but I do.
It hasn't even been that long since I've seen Bobby or talked to him but I feel lightyears away. My life is so different from what it was just a short time ago.
Realization is such a lonely feeling.
Honesty is such a lonely luxury.
Which is why it kills me to be honest with him and myself- but he's just a distraction. Not even a good one- he is just a time consumer and I feel bad but I know the door swings both ways.
I shouldn't; but I do.
It hasn't even been that long since I've seen Bobby or talked to him but I feel lightyears away. My life is so different from what it was just a short time ago.
Realization is such a lonely feeling.
Honesty is such a lonely luxury.
Which is why it kills me to be honest with him and myself- but he's just a distraction. Not even a good one- he is just a time consumer and I feel bad but I know the door swings both ways.