Feb 12, 2006 15:07
Heaven forbid I interupt a "really suspenseful moment" in his video game.
Holy hell.
I need to get it through my head that calling him doesn't make me feel better. It only makes everything worse and so I should stop doing it.
I love you. "Okay, bye."
huh.
This is what I gave myself up for. I feel used.
well.
No more! the rejection and isolation stop here. I can and will carry on just fine.
I'm not his kind. Simple. as. that.