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Jul 10, 2005 20:13

I am so tired of feeling so fat. My life just sucks. I always feel so inadequate. I am just tired of being trapped in this awful body.
My husband. Well my husband. I feel he is not attracted to me anymore. That is on him. But it still hurts. My friends are all gone.
My family. Well my family was never there. I am just so sick of this. I ate one piece of pizza today because my stomach hurt. I usually have fruit all over the place, but I haven't been able to go to the store, and been running short of money since the last move. Things are ok though. I just wish I could lose all of this fat hanging all over my body like an albatross. I've made a few changes in my eating and dieting habits lately so hopefully that will trigger a loss. Anyway, to anyone who reads this....maybe we can talk.
Hug...in case you need one.
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