Aug 09, 2006 23:46
this matter
what is this matter
what is the matter
you are on a mission for the KING
i was wrong i have nothing to say
no wait i do
when i think about this time last year
i realize that i've changed a lot
and i am happier now than i was last august and that's important
and i feel
frustrated and proud and scared and VENGGEFULLLL yes yes but revenge is bad
i'm trying i'm trying i'm very confused
so much goes on in my head that i'm not aware of, i do so much that i'm not aware of
and the most precious people to me are the ones who know those things about me and call me out on them but don't just write me off for it
but what scares me is that there are not so many of those people in my life and now i know i know i am doing things wrong
i am doing things that i don't mean to be doing but i don't realize it and dear readers honesty is your friend.
i feel gloomy. and SO frustrated. i have to pee.