Let Me Know That You Made It As Far As Forever

[garden_of_stars]

 Aha. Well wouldn't you know it? Stuck in the purgatorial depths of uncertainty I feel ridiculously underappreciated and decidedly ignored. However, patience is a virtue and I am nothing if not virtuous these days. Yeah right. And Mary was really a virgin. Whatfuckingever. I begin each day with the best of intentions only to devolve as hopes become fears and fears blossom into reality. Sleep is but a distant memory and love is one of those hopes that I am afraid will become a wretched loss. Fuckit. I slapped my heart down on the chopping block not knowing when the blade will descend. I'm still waiting for that, by the way. For the axe to fall, I mean.
Am crawling back under that rock now.