i've had enough with breakdowns and digrams.
I guess what I've wanted for as long as I can remember is something which is constant. And unrelenting. And unyielding...in all aspects of my life, you know?
I don't mean this in a depressed sort of way, but I guess it's just the way things pan out. But perhaps it's just the way I perceive them.
It's hard pretending to be really optimistic all the time when I'm really not. I worry far more than I ever should. And I harp on things that I cannot change. And there's so fucking much no one knows about me.
This place feels empty and there's nothing on tv.
I don't mean this in a depressed sort of way, but I guess it's just the way things pan out. But perhaps it's just the way I perceive them.
It's hard pretending to be really optimistic all the time when I'm really not. I worry far more than I ever should. And I harp on things that I cannot change. And there's so fucking much no one knows about me.
This place feels empty and there's nothing on tv.