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it has certainly been awhile since we last spoke.
and i miss you terribly.
i miss talking to you on the phone until 3 o'clock in the morning.
i miss hearing your voice.
i miss all of the emails you sent, because you made me feel.
you made me feel for you.
and i know i fucked up.
i pretty much ruined everything.
i just wanted you to be honest with me.
something i guess cant be done.
but i just wanted you to know that im sorry.
and i still think about you every second of every day.
i took one last look at those flowers, and cried for the last time.
then i threw away the only thing left.
i guess i threw away us right along with it.
well it wasnt the last time i cried...
i die over and over again when you just walk right past me.
i use to mean something to you.
and now its as if i dont even exist.
maybe i dont anymore.
you were the only thing i looked forward to.
so its what i get for letting you become everything?
well you still mean everything to me.
and i miss you terribly.
i miss talking to you on the phone until 3 o'clock in the morning.
i miss hearing your voice.
i miss all of the emails you sent, because you made me feel.
you made me feel for you.
and i know i fucked up.
i pretty much ruined everything.
i just wanted you to be honest with me.
something i guess cant be done.
but i just wanted you to know that im sorry.
and i still think about you every second of every day.
i took one last look at those flowers, and cried for the last time.
then i threw away the only thing left.
i guess i threw away us right along with it.
well it wasnt the last time i cried...
i die over and over again when you just walk right past me.
i use to mean something to you.
and now its as if i dont even exist.
maybe i dont anymore.
you were the only thing i looked forward to.
so its what i get for letting you become everything?
well you still mean everything to me.