Jun 08, 2005 23:00
I litterally have been throwing since 4 oclock in the afternnon today. I honestly have never ferlt so disgusting in my entire life. I threw up more in the last 6 hours than I have during my ENTIRE life!!!!
I missed my bus and walked about. I was 90 degrees. I didnt think anything of it, honestly then only thing I thought about was that it was good excercise... however... when i got home... I felt really fucking weird. I was having touble breathing. I took a sip of water... because during my 3 mile walk home I was wearing black... and holding my really fucking heavy backpack(by ONE friggin' strap! it broke off right as I left the school). Liike ten minutes after consuming a really small amount of water when I got home... i threw up. I was gross. I was like... woah.. and I didnt think anything of it... but I as so fucking HOTT and I didnt even care... I had a little more water and threw up twom more times. So I definatly concluded I had become severly dehydrated... but I didnt want anyone to know... because I wasnt sure if I'd be healthy by Friday... the LIGALY prom is on Friday and I wont miss that shit for NOTHING. So I tried to me nonchalant about it... and that fact I was having extreme difficulty breathing.
Corina called... it made me relax a bit... and then after we hung up i threw up again... like fucking clockwork bro! so... did I mention I had to be in at work!!! OMG... on the way to work my dad said to me I dounded ill... well whatever... I go into Mcdonalds... RUN for the bathroom and fuckin threw up again. Not even 20 mintues later... yep I barfed green fucking soup in fucking mcodnalds.
My brother came to pic me up... and fucking RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER OF MY HOUSE... I threw up out his car door... naturally james does what he does best in a situation that could potentially piss me off... let it! So he told my dad and fucking he bought be sports drinks and shit which I threw up all over my backyard... fuck it was gross because it was fucking red. Then... determined to make sure I get over this... IMMEDIATLY... i started to drink more sports drinks and flat sodas. I was laying down in my room for a bit to see if i could relax.... but my stomach felt like it went through i fucking papaer shredder... and i ran out and barfed in the toilet for a bit and fucking I still couldnt breathe and i was fucking breathing outta a fucking plastic bag for 2 hours and drink the most disgusting flat soda of my life... My god... I'm going to make sure this shit NEVA... EVA happens to me again.
yeah I'm done. EW.