May 20, 2008 05:11
I'm afraid.
I'm afraid of myself.
Two sides of me, who are, completely different.
Lu and Lauren. These people don't meet, they don't interact.
I feel like my life is its own FIGHT CLUB.
One side is the rambunctious party girl, the other is a settled down, cute, slightly goal driven girl.
Sometimes I'm afraid.
Afraid one might leak into the other. I think my body isn't ready to give up Lu, and its fighting.
How old Am I inside?