Nov 08, 2006 23:52
Driving away from the wreck of the day and the light's always red in the rearview....
Why do things seem so tragic to me? When it gets hard I always want to run away. And we're not even talking about life altering stuff here. Just the hell that is being a fifth year and wanting so desperately to just be done. It's already been hard enough to get to this point, WHY does life feel the need to kick me when I'm down? Is it really so much to ask that I get MQP partners who aren't totally useless, stupid, and lazy?
I usually don't run... I stick it out and get through it and that's what I'll do this time too but I'm so tired of coming up against things that make me want to run. I want to be content. When will that happen?