Nov 19, 2006 12:28
i really wish i could start the day over
i feel silly. immature. ignorant
i keep slipping up. falling flat on my face. left to clean off all the dirt and the grime.
every time someone approaches me with a way to prevent this vicious cycle, i cling tighter to all the things that are stopping me getting any closer to breaking away from my sadistic oversights and despondent errors.
im much too afraid of the unknown.